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Tuesday, January 01, 2013 @ 12:21 AM
Welcoming of 2013
It seems that I haven't been blogging for almost a few years already. I cant imagine how much has changed within the past years. It seems that I think I have learnt so much and also lost as much as time passes. Gone were the days I had to be part of Green, now I am just endlessly trapped in the rat race of higher education.

I wanted to close down this blog and never to blog again, but when i revisited it a few days ago, memories of the past seems to have relived itself momentarily, and a sensational feel of regretfulness for not documenting my life the past 3 years surged into my heart that felt empty and lost. The emotions attached to it while writing the blog isn't fake- It was surreal and i could really feel every bit of it. As I am typing this post, exuberant roaring of fireworks accompanied with screams and cheering soar high into the sky. We welcome yet another year with joy, anticipation and happiness. But who can truly grasp happiness? Who can say for sure, I am the happiest person in this world? If there's anything i learnt this year it would be just 1 statement. Nothing Lasts Forever.  It is sad as it is, truly, nothing lasts forever. Everything will eventually fade and be lost.When you thought you gained something but only to realise it actually doesn't exist. I learnt that investing too much feelings into any relationship seems to be pointless and a total waste of time. Because simply, people move on. Memories, good memories rather, so to speak off should be kept, sealed and well stowed away and reviewed once in a while with free time. It is however not to be constantly filled in one's mind and be gravely disappointed to only realise its never going to happen again.

In any case, I shall have my new year resolutions (part of the tradition) for 2013

1. Play better tennis
2. More Quality time with family
3. Graduate and be done with school
4. Find a job, a satisfying one

I guess thats it. The shortest list thus far, but I hope I can accomplish it. A happy new year to everyone and may 2013 be a better year ahead :)

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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 5:08 PM
A Start of Something New
Just twelve months ago, I was still labeled Green, standing guarding some really ridiculous places in Singapore which i thought was still absolutely dots now. LOL.

Well 2009 was indeed a year well remembered for. The eagerness to ORD, the unspeakable horror to find a job during an economic crisis, and enduring the pain and suffering for ONE semester of study. What a way to end the year with mixed feelings! But i am really really happy that i could actually achieve probably half of my resolutions for 2009 =) kudos.

Had dinner with Simone and Ju over at Waraku yesterday and i thought it was just exciting as i listen to their incredbly incredulous stories. Seriously! It is like as if i was sitting through a pile of 10 000 pieces jigsaw and every minute i manage to piece a group of colors together, and every hour a group of colors of jigsaw can piece onto another group of jigsaw forming a even bigger picture. Well... talking about hollywood script writing i think their lives are even more exciting than that. LOL - neh i lied just kidding. LOLLLL

but yea, when ju said that she learned a lot from this year, i also thought that i learned something incredibly important as well. and that would be Friends.

Something so common, so easily overlooked which i always took for granted and i guess it is kind of a pity to only realise the importance and the true meaning having to live my life to the twenty-es. I just want to thank drew and bernard for extensively slapping me over and over again (not the slapping part pls) and really force me to see my shortcomings and helping me to overcome these one at a time. =)

as for the the L4D2 gang- thanks for intro-ing this omg game really. Felt so relaxed after playing it haha! and tts cy, lennard, simone, ju, janice , shing =)- i must cont to improve if not simone is just gonna laugh plus ju is totally secrely training.. ahhh cannot cannot. muz step it up le.

to my Le Nottie X'mas 2009 new made friends!!! -drew, jinsen,pam, xavier!! thanks for coming for the party and i must say i totally enjoyed myself. and before i forget i must document this down. Pam- you have been exposed out of T-H-R-E-E tails. 1) sex toys, 2)condoms, 3) when u return from the states you get? -pam" herpes!!!" . Yup tt's right!!! i guess more to come our way ba!!! and yup guys i really enjoyed myself at the cafe and also the log cake tasting and award ceremony at the tennis courts!!! pam u better keep the sceptre in place or else next yr u'll be crowned Queen of the Dottest Dots again. LOLLLLLL. Cant wait for the sequel to Le Nottie X'mas!!!! >.<

yup. so lets draft out my 2010 new year resolutions!!!
  1. Continue to work hard for the coming 2 semesters T.T - its gonna be tough!!!
  2. Support Justine's Matches as much as i am free to do so!!! Please win the Wimbledon!!!
  3. Play Even better tennis than 2009!!! and More Tennis sessions!!!
  4. Pass IPPT!!!
  5. Spend quality time with family!
  6. Spend equally quality time with Friends!
  7. Improve in L4D2 (must not die before simone or ju die. top priority<<<) LOL
  8. Continue to hunt out all my shortcomings and improve on my character!
Alright i think 8 is enough. Alright!!! lets hope that 2010 would be an even better year than 2009!!!

Wishing everyone, family and friends a Super Duper Happy New Year 2010 in advance!!!!

Yong Wen

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 12:57 PM
a not so perfect ending
Sometimes I just wonder how many more to go? How many what? how many more obstacles that i have to clear before i can start to enjoy my life? Life's short and i felt like i've already wasted so much of my life clearing obstacles, enduring hardship ... so when exactly will i be officially emancipated from all these pain and sufferings? I feel that i've lost the strength and will to continue on looking at the path forward filled with so much anguish and pain. pain, that no words can easily described.

how long do we humans get to live actually? not very long. although the average life expectancy seems to be on a steady rise, but what does that mean? more pain to endure? doesn't that suck? I dunno.

Naively, i always tell myself. I just want a simple life. A life that has minimal stress. Probably getting my dream job working as a Chemist, drive my much conveted car, and get to go home everyday to see my loved ones or spend a weekend with my best friends. That's seriously all i'm asking. But somehow in this world, such simple dreams with no ambitions proves to be 'naive' to think of. I don't know how or even When i can ever fufill this simple dream of mine. It is hard.. really.. and i daresay it is even harder in Singapore. Where all i have is probably one chance. One chance to determine i make it or i break it. If i make it that's probably very good for me and if i do break it... will it be the end of me? I don't know and i don't dare to think about it. It is just too scary.

Holidays are coming to an end in 3 weeks time and i seriously loathe the feeling that a new semester is beginning- lab reports, mid terms, final exams and all. I just find no joy in uni i don't know why..

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Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 10:37 PM
an abysmal beginning
its already week 4! omg? and sadly i am still acclimatizing to uni life. Well i guess im finally out of the "spoon-feeding" environment and im kinda missing it. Now that the syllabus becomes so vast i can hardly get a good overview of the chapter much less to even understand it. 2weeks to recess week and 3 weeks to mid terms. wth. time is of essence but i dun seem to have any motivation to mug. Sian~

~updates of latest tank~
contemplating whether a not to add in a fire eel >.< How cherry shrimps? will u be the food for my new eel? Sigh~

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 12:10 AM
a start of something new
wow seems forever since i last blogged... heard from so many people that they are actually going to shut down their blogs... o well. Anyway sometimes i just thought that i really do miss the good old times that i have with my classmates when im in secondary school. after talking to ber about our fave school times we both agreed that  secondary school days were the best. yea it was indeed. jc was bad. slacked and mapled caused my grades to slide, work piled up and it just keeps snowballing into a colossal mess. something that i struggled so much and i didnt enjoy at all. but apart from my academic abysmal in jc, i find that the friends that you meet in secondary schools are seemingly much closer. So much so that sometimes i just wish that time can reverse and i can enjoy those innocent days where we will just go have a simple meal in a hawker centre and bitch about a bad day or at the very most visit like sakae sushi or soul garden for celebrations perhaps? well sometimes its not that i cant afford to do all these but i feel that through time and all people change. it could be because i am quite resistive to change or to put it simply im naive and dumb founded most of the time to even change. Or perhaps i have changed just that i didnt notice? i hate myself for being so materialistic. i hate myself for being so brand conscious. I hate myself for being so extravagant. Why Macbook when Timeline can do the same job? Why ipod when creative muvo can play mp3 with equal capability? Why adidas and nike when reebok or puma offers equal quality workmanship? why spend $40 on a buffet when a $2.50 charsiew rice can fill my stomach as well? i dont know i just cant seem to answer all these questions but 1 word that i can fit in is probably materialism. and i kinda think its shallow. very shallow.

schools starting today -damn. so long since i last touched my books. seriously. its -omg. 

yw feels old for school -_-

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Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 5:54 PM
pencils infatuations.
As it seems, the new pope has been elected

These little guys are so cute and zen whenever they just hover in 45degrees in my aquarium. always feel so good after observing em' for a minute or two. just hope tt they can survive like my other 3 hardy pencils. >.<

been quite free these days and oh yes let me discourage you from watching dots harry potter. i tell you the movie is just a "hes just not that into you-wannabe" seriously. very very dots director producing such a dots film and i think it is by far e most out of place harry potter films... watch it and you'll understand. You will just want a tix refund..

oo will be updating my aqarium chart soon and will take more photos to share w you guys...
<3 rocket pencils T.T

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Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 2:10 AM
state in chaos
updates from my aquarium

sigh... why is this happening >.<

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