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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 6:57 PM
end of a chapter begining of another
hi fellow readers..

alright.. it was really a bumpy ride. My prelims is now my biggest atrocity thus far. It was totally .. I cant believe how stupid i can get.. its like i cant even do simple questions. See.. everyone is doing so well and cheering for their great success as they slowly move towards their goals and attaining the Zen level.. and what about me?! im still suppress under the mountain with no progress. Very sucks de can.
i know, kel is giving me this dubious look right now but its true. im NOT faking
See, this is what happens after every paper ..




see? everyone is discussing with smiles and laughters.. ONLY me.. still struggling to get out of my storms and drowning rains... like what can i do? sometimes i suppose its just demoralising to find out that no matter how hard i try the result will still be the same and i just find that my energy is running out and that i seriously wonder if i can even hang on until A levels finish.. but for now, prelims is over... i should kick myself hard out of my stupor and get ready for the whole new adventure for the next 41 days while i slog it out... i must perservere !!!!
Set up: Drive Ignition

other than the gruesome ordeals i sustained emotionally this week, nothing great actually happened.. quite sad eh. i juz feel so tired both mentally and physically. argh i nid some drugs to really boost my metabolism rate and all geesh my room is like a dog kernel as what my mum usually comments.. yeah books, files, papers, eraser dust, dust, towels, clothes are all scattered around. O.o Argh i hate cleaning up. this is gonna take me one whole night..

oh yeah so i declare thursday as 'Play Day'. for those who agree with my idea GO play it out! GO and have fun! and its time to connect to the terminals for recharge!!! so yeah.. alright im off for now.. see ya around!

its yw signing off!!!!




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