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Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 4:45 PM
stepping forward: Doom


so basically another week has passed before i even have time to react about it. u can say im quite retarded and slow but i just feel that time on Earth is accelerating and yet im still moving at my constant 0m/s which is very not right. Seriously.. everyone seems to be moving along with time, only me, still stale, stunned, sleeped, frost bitten, black holed, astrally imprisoned and banished. This feeling just suck. As doom day draws nearer i just feel im completely helpless but only to succumb to the aggressor and end up butchered, mutilated and dismembered. Again i cant help but predict what is going to happen. i dont want it to happen but i am absolutely clueless and lost my bearing. Who can be my compass?

and i just find that there are so many distractions coming in my direction. After having put one away, another one strikes? As much as its not as deadly as the 7deadly sins, but i still feel that it is enough to obliterate me into a million atoms. (the enthalphy change of atomisation of yong wen = 4mths of o2jam+dotA+TV shows+going out)

and life sucks seriously. not especially you're living on a tiny island on earth named Singapore. As much as we are ranked so high up in terms of our progress in globalisation, but sadly our people are also one of the most unhappy earthlings living on this planet. Why not? It's just so much stress that i think its more than what a human being can tolerate before it reaches his or hers breaking point.
again, Life sucks

oh well its a sad entry but i just feel that im really near my breaking point. Its like i feel im in this room shrinking at an exponential rate. before you know it im squashed. Really.


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