magic within Utopia

A Start of Something New

2009-12-31T17:08:00.003+08:00

Just twelve months ago, I was still labeled Green, standing guarding some really ridiculous places in Singapore which i thought was still absolutely dots now. LOL.

Well 2009 was indeed a year well remembered for. The eagerness to ORD, the unspeakable horror to find a job during an economic crisis, and enduring the pain and suffering for ONE semester of study. What a way to end the year with mixed feelings! But i am really really happy that i could actually achieve probably half of my resolutions for 2009 =) kudos.

Had dinner with Simone and Ju over at Waraku yesterday and i thought it was just exciting as i listen to their incredbly incredulous stories. Seriously! It is like as if i was sitting through a pile of 10 000 pieces jigsaw and every minute i manage to piece a group of colors together, and every hour a group of colors of jigsaw can piece onto another group of jigsaw forming a even bigger picture. Well... talking about hollywood script writing i think their lives are even more exciting than that. LOL - neh i lied just kidding. LOLLLL

but yea, when ju said that she learned a lot from this year, i also thought that i learned something incredibly important as well. and that would be Friends.

Something so common, so easily overlooked which i always took for granted and i guess it is kind of a pity to only realise the importance and the true meaning having to live my life to the twenty-es. I just want to thank drew and bernard for extensively slapping me over and over again (not the slapping part pls) and really force me to see my shortcomings and helping me to overcome these one at a time. =)

as for the the L4D2 gang- thanks for intro-ing this omg game really. Felt so relaxed after playing it haha! and tts cy, lennard, simone, ju, janice , shing =)- i must cont to improve if not simone is just gonna laugh plus ju is totally secrely training.. ahhh cannot cannot. muz step it up le.

to my Le Nottie X'mas 2009 new made friends!!! -drew, jinsen,pam, xavier!! thanks for coming for the party and i must say i totally enjoyed myself. and before i forget i must document this down. Pam- you have been exposed out of T-H-R-E-E tails. 1) sex toys, 2)condoms, 3) when u return from the states you get? -pam" herpes!!!" . Yup tt's right!!! i guess more to come our way ba!!! and yup guys i really enjoyed myself at the cafe and also the log cake tasting and award ceremony at the tennis courts!!! pam u better keep the sceptre in place or else next yr u'll be crowned Queen of the Dottest Dots again. LOLLLLLL. Cant wait for the sequel to Le Nottie X'mas!!!! >.<

yup. so lets draft out my 2010 new year resolutions!!!

Continue to work hard for the coming 2 semesters T.T - its gonna be tough!!!
Support Justine's Matches as much as i am free to do so!!! Please win the Wimbledon!!!
Play Even better tennis than 2009!!! and More Tennis sessions!!!
Pass IPPT!!!
Spend quality time with family!
Spend equally quality time with Friends!
Improve in L4D2 (must not die before simone or ju die. top priority<<<) LOL
Continue to hunt out all my shortcomings and improve on my character!

Alright i think 8 is enough. Alright!!! lets hope that 2010 would be an even better year than 2009!!!

Wishing everyone, family and friends a Super Duper Happy New Year 2010 in advance!!!!

Cheers!!!!
Yong Wen

a not so perfect ending

2009-12-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder how many more to go? How many what? how many more obstacles that i have to clear before i can start to enjoy my life? Life's short and i felt like i've already wasted so much of my life clearing obstacles, enduring hardship ... so when exactly will i be officially emancipated from all these pain and sufferings? I feel that i've lost the strength and will to continue on looking at the path forward filled with so much anguish and pain. pain, that no words can easily described.

how long do we humans get to live actually? not very long. although the average life expectancy seems to be on a steady rise, but what does that mean? more pain to endure? doesn't that suck? I dunno.

Naively, i always tell myself. I just want a simple life. A life that has minimal stress. Probably getting my dream job working as a Chemist, drive my much conveted car, and get to go home everyday to see my loved ones or spend a weekend with my best friends. That's seriously all i'm asking. But somehow in this world, such simple dreams with no ambitions proves to be 'naive' to think of. I don't know how or even When i can ever fufill this simple dream of mine. It is hard.. really.. and i daresay it is even harder in Singapore. Where all i have is probably one chance. One chance to determine i make it or i break it. If i make it that's probably very good for me and if i do break it... will it be the end of me? I don't know and i don't dare to think about it. It is just too scary.

Holidays are coming to an end in 3 weeks time and i seriously loathe the feeling that a new semester is beginning- lab reports, mid terms, final exams and all. I just find no joy in uni i don't know why..

an abysmal beginning

2009-08-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

its already week 4! omg? and sadly i am still acclimatizing to uni life. Well i guess im finally out of the "spoon-feeding" environment and im kinda missing it. Now that the syllabus becomes so vast i can hardly get a good overview of the chapter much less to even understand it. 2weeks to recess week and 3 weeks to mid terms. wth. time is of essence but i dun seem to have any motivation to mug. Sian~

~updates of latest tank~
contemplating whether a not to add in a fire eel >.< How cherry shrimps? will u be the food for my new eel? Sigh~

a start of something new

2009-08-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

wow seems forever since i last blogged... heard from so many people that they are actually going to shut down their blogs... o well. Anyway sometimes i just thought that i really do miss the good old times that i have with my classmates when im in secondary school. after talking to ber about our fave school times we both agreed that secondary school days were the best. yea it was indeed. jc was bad. slacked and mapled caused my grades to slide, work piled up and it just keeps snowballing into a colossal mess. something that i struggled so much and i didnt enjoy at all. but apart from my academic abysmal in jc, i find that the friends that you meet in secondary schools are seemingly much closer. So much so that sometimes i just wish that time can reverse and i can enjoy those innocent days where we will just go have a simple meal in a hawker centre and bitch about a bad day or at the very most visit like sakae sushi or soul garden for celebrations perhaps? well sometimes its not that i cant afford to do all these but i feel that through time and all people change. it could be because i am quite resistive to change or to put it simply im naive and dumb founded most of the time to even change. Or perhaps i have changed just that i didnt notice? i hate myself for being so materialistic. i hate myself for being so brand conscious. I hate myself for being so extravagant. Why Macbook when Timeline can do the same job? Why ipod when creative muvo can play mp3 with equal capability? Why adidas and nike when reebok or puma offers equal quality workmanship? why spend $40 on a buffet when a $2.50 charsiew rice can fill my stomach as well? i dont know i just cant seem to answer all these questions but 1 word that i can fit in is probably materialism. and i kinda think its shallow. very shallow.

schools starting today -damn. so long since i last touched my books. seriously. its -omg.

yw feels old for school -_-

pencils infatuations.

2009-07-18T17:54:00.005+08:00

As it seems, the new pope has been elected

These little guys are so cute and zen whenever they just hover in 45degrees in my aquarium. always feel so good after observing em' for a minute or two. just hope tt they can survive like my other 3 hardy pencils. >.<

been quite free these days and oh yes let me discourage you from watching dots harry potter. i tell you the movie is just a "hes just not that into you-wannabe" seriously. very very dots director producing such a dots film and i think it is by far e most out of place harry potter films... watch it and you'll understand. You will just want a tix refund..

oo will be updating my aqarium chart soon and will take more photos to share w you guys...
<3 rocket pencils T.T

state in chaos

2009-07-17T02:10:00.002+08:00

updates from my aquarium

sigh... why is this happening >.<

Vacant-C

2009-07-14T00:22:00.003+08:00

been a long time since i last wrote. updated the hierarchy chart few days ago and unfortunately today is vacant-c because my male killifish actually died. with grace and elegance it was caught under the current beneath the water surface, in between the windelov ferns. This brings my total death toll to 8 increasing my aquarium mortality rate to 50% where 1 in 2 fish will not survive. I just dun understand the cause of death because apparently i am not trained in fish autopsy. It is just disturbing given the fact that you can put in so much effort in doing something that means so much to you and yet only to find out that the efforts are all gone down the drain. Today, i come in conclusion that rearing fishes is indeed difficult. There are so many factors which i must keep in mind- namely the water chemistry, pH value, temperature, and probably bacterias and diseases. I just hope that the remaining fishes will somehow make it and survive which only time will tell. Currently the aquarium will be helmed by the lovely female killifish and once the shrimps are out of the Sistine driftwood, the new leader will be appointed T.T

well, school is bound to start soon and i guess im still pretty clueless about Uni, in general. It is going to be difficult because my brain has been left pretty untouched for the past 2 years and i really wonder if i can reactivate my hibernating brain cells to work for me intensively for the next couple of years or so. online registration-checked, formal registration-unchecked, notebook purchase-unchecked. So many stuff to do before term starts and i am still contemplating if i should be joining SOW. >.<

Not many things to look forward to in the coming week, except probably more tennis with the tennis gang and perhaps the most anticipated movie event of the year, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince- coming in cinemas 16Jul. Please catch it in the grand cathay! the curtain roll is just awesome. ah wad a little kid. With that, take care and ciao~

Hierarchy

2009-07-09T15:30:00.005+08:00

a long haul...

2009-06-30T15:07:00.012+08:00

sometimes its just surprising how time flies and and in 2 days time it would be my first fish tank's 1st month anniversary.. Well sadly i couldn't maintain a zero casualty rate because i lost one awesome fella- Oto#1 the swiss commandant a.k.a the algae exterminator... and today unfortunately i lost another female killie from the Nucio Class. It seems to me that another male clown killie is also not doing very well kinda lost his will to survive and hover silently at one corner and unable to swim properly like he could before... I hope that the remaining fishes can all survive... anw today i added another 9 cherry shrimps to the vatican aquarium, taking the positions of the Assistant Cardinals so as to assist the board of 5 Cardinals (sakuras) during Papal Conclave should a vacant see happen-- which i hope not ><><

>> Male Clown Killifish [the Nucios] <<

>> Sakura Shrimps [the Cardinals] <<

>> Current Tank Layout <<

sorry for the hyperlinks.. my images doesnt show up >.<

Anyway enough of Aquarium for a while i think i should seriously take a break from fish sighting and all coz i think the more stuff i add, my aquarium looks uglier.. and my clown killies are like all stressed up whenever i add something or change the scraping in the tank. Sigh.. anw yup just returned from Scamp 09 not too long ago and all i can say i omg culture shock ar.. very different from what i expected and my seniors are omg onzz and all O.o Anw will get more updates on my aquarium and hopefully things will get better~ no casualties anymore please!!! T.T

Aquarium

2009-06-04T16:14:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! Well... I cant believe it but i actually gave in to bernard's idea of starting a small aquarium. and tata today is day 1 of my aquarium! so basically i juz add in the soil and plant and driftwood and it looked like this

and after many dots planting and replanting and replanting and now still uprooting hairgrass, it finally looks like this now :)

ya.. haha will be waiting for another 2 weeks till the tank stabilizes and i will blog more once all e bioloads are in... ooo exciting! :D

its yw, signing off!!

a fairytale ending

2009-05-31T15:44:00.002+08:00

Well like it seems, work has finally ended- only to know that the testing has failed -_-" Like totally ar. dotss. Anyway although today is the actual day for my last day of work, it actually ended on Friday already since no one works on Sundays in ESPN. It was definitely a very positive working experience to work in the department of programming. The staff there are all very friendly and seemingly no stress at all. It is so different from the Army where everyone looks grouchy, scolding each other and all. I will definitely miss everyone there at ESS and i really wont mind working there as an entry level job after graduation!! Really! haha

Anyway, looks like yw is gg back to the bumping around days starting from next week. More Tennis eh! haha and oh yes building my first aquarium once i receive those fish-lings from ber's endler's. haha.. exciting stuff... ><

1st day of work

2009-03-31T22:12:00.005+08:00

Hi!!

some random updates!! So exciting.. today was my first day of work (tts right..) and i must say i really understand why people say working is difficult. It was quite an easy day for me, well at least a lot easier than i have expected.. Learning the ibms software was quite irritating cos a small err created by me might get extraplolated and become a colossal damage and perhaps get me fired? omg.. and omg sometimes when u make a mistake also very hard to double check..
(yw needs to be more careful.. )

disturbing.. but overall the perm staff there are all very nice people and i seriously like e working environment a lot. And espeically i juz love those LCD TVs around me(though sadly i do not have any on my desk) i can juz leech off other people and catch a glimpse of sports action when im bored :-) and yea i juz hope i dun make any serious errors during my 2 mths stay at espn and hopefully my days get better and better in time!

So its yw, signing off!!!

*day 1 of 45*
~ hope to see jamie soon O.o

end of the grueling job hunt

2009-03-25T15:37:00.002+08:00

41days of madness finding a job- It ends today. 14 27 HRS 25th Mar
Well I'm glad really. Yw is finally employed!

I wanna thank all my friends specifically for helping me in one way or another to get this amazing job.

To bernard: Thank you for all the valuable and amazing motivations. Especially helping me to build my resume from scratch and abolishing that old and whinny version of mine.

To dreww: Thank you for listening to all my crap and yea see u in ESPN for the next 2 mths ;)

To simone: omg!!! Thanks LA!!! I think i get this job mostly coz you intro-ed it to me. so yea thanks!! and see you in school soon!

To benjamin: Thank you soo much for finding all e temps from all sources you can gather and asking me to apply. :) appreciated!

To all others who have helped me in one way or another thanks! This is so exciting.. my first temp job which is also my first job! Guso!! Will update more soon!!

its yw signing off! ~

1 Month of Unemployment

2009-03-12T18:50:00.002+08:00

I guess I've come to terms with the fact that "life's hard to get by without an aim or a goal." I never truly understand the meaning of that phrase until now.. Jobless and as i laze around aimlessly like a small puppy that lost his direction(sorry must have gotten to much of Bolt into my head). Truth is yeah i'm really wandering around and contributing to the jobless rate in Singapore as i helplessly send out bundles of no replies resumes.

I guess the only way to steer me back on course is to set objectives for myself to complete. So my objective will be

Get a Driving License
Get a Job
Pass IPPT 2009 on the 1st June 2009
Revise on chemistry

I will just work towards these goals and hopefully i can be less despondent and aimless.. And yeah really nothing much to blog about except maybe to go for the NUS Band concert next saturday? Yea it has been really a long while since i last went for a concert and oooo Roland Garros 09 is probably starting soon; time to find myself a non-retired tennis idol T.T

its yw, signing off
oh man... can you guys just stop working for one sec and talk to me. coz im seriously bored!

3 1/2 weeks of joblessness.. still counting

2009-03-07T18:55:00.003+08:00

hey guys... i apologise for the vulgar blog earlier coz i guess i was pretty much irritated trying to find a job... Well actually come to think of it its not exactly im super desperate for a job but totally every single friend of mine has already found a job or should i put it 'a stable income'... that's right.. so its actually very depressing to me that im such a big time loser who cant find a job- damn. But yet i'm like totally enjoying being so free ya.. once in a while driving and playing tennis with top seed Neo Haosiang is just awesome.. Man.. its so hard.. really...

*yw needs a job soon*

omg justine... can you please make a comeback for Roland Garros 2009 T.T
Justine Forever <3

How to find a job like that?!

2009-03-02T10:14:00.004+08:00

I know the economic downturn is bad but does it give the f**king companies out there to be so f**king picky of their employees? Like omg can. Only one pathetic Admin Asst position you post on the classified u call for like one million people to interview? For WHAT F*** SIA. U WASTE UR TIME U WASTE PPLE's TIME.

AND STILL WANT TO SCAM HOH you know which pte uni you are cb wad rubbish advance diploma thats only 1 year pls la auntie, pple A lvl also nid 2 yrs and its such a worthless cert alrdy yours leh? 1 yr u offer u think recognised meh?- wake up la you f* cabbage patch snatch CCB wan to scam say earlier la wad 500 commision to intro students to your fugly school OVER MY DEAD BODY MAN. Hell no am i gg to ask my frenz to go there for suicide waste money and get a Wad? adv diploma cert? I MIGHT AS WELL GO CHALLENGER BUY ONE RIM OF 80GSM DOUBLE A DOUBLE QUALITY PAPER and print my own cert- C_H_E_A_P_E_R LA u slut.

And you still want to offer me a place in ur cmi uni meh? ooo Advance Diploma thats right WHAT CCB RUBBISH IS DAT? Why not i open my YW UNI then i invite you to sign up for my Executive Degree course 1.5 yr nia your degree bigger than C@Mbridge leh u want? F* slut make me go down all e way to listen to your f* Scam. and f.y.i if your uni is doing well and well aclaimed you nid to use this jian zhao meh? OBIVOUSLY UR UNI IS CLOSING LA CMI bitch.

F* Admin Asst nia you nid 2 years of experience? Experience big F* knnccb pple willing to work hard right? you got give them chance? resume also dun even take a glance ASK US SEND RESUME TO UR F* EMAIL ADDRESS FOR WHAT F* huh admin asst big f* AH CB 1k nia expect us to cover so many duties and for those co out they who EVEN WANT TO CUT COST O =m = g you guys are unbelivable CB ADMIN ASSt/ACS ASST Still only offer 1k work like wad? 5.5 days 6 days? wtf is that cb slavery meh?

Nvm, jobs out there hard to find. OMG TUITION ALSO NOT ANY BETTER. Cb la all the picky parents out there. F* Sec 2 Bio you request Uni Bio Major student to teach like omg? pls la if your dumb blonde need tuition means alrdy not doing v well right? i understand you want the best for your child but be like Realistic? u think wad bio olympiad meh then give the rate also so low u think wad sia so picky u teach your children yourself ah tmd ccb.

-the grumpy jobless bitch .

turning 21 on the 21st

2009-02-24T20:07:00.013+08:00

hi guys...

well yet another year and i guess im another year older.. hopefully wiser.. This birthday was definitely one blast unlike all my previous quiet birthdays... Turning 21 actually doesnt have a lot of impact on me... i guess i could start watching R21 movies now? O.o Heighten clearance nia. LOL But to some i guess turning 21 held more meaning to them...

But i must thank my eldest sister for organising such a great party for me; in fact a meticulous one and i'm also very thankful that the weather actually took a turn for the better as soon as my party started. I want to thank all my friends who came and hoped you guys had fun and all... (yw still cant believe he was thrown in the pool..) And yes! all the birthday gifts and beautiful cards... Really. Thanks!

And the next day i went with my secondary school friends to No Sign Board Seafood and celebrated my birthday with wy along with the gang(ber, jy, hs, benyap, aaron, andrew chua.. kel?) yup. Though it was an exquisite meal with a wallet killer bill.. but i guess for that once in a live time celebration it should be worthy.. LOL but oh yes here comes the part that you all have been waiting for... the Birthday Cards Designing Awards.. Every award is unique and it should be the best descp of the card written by that person.

The birthday cards are all of this disney character, Reponzel( i dunno why- ask ben)
2 designs:

alright we shall rank in alphabetical order (in no order of merit) for the Awards Presentation!

Aaron Lum receiving the "Most Dots Award"

Comments: Totally dots and ridiculous, apart from the fact that(on the left side) he said he gave me ___x of dots? totally (shing) mirror reflection back to him, i also couldnt really make out of what hes writing. ah ah.. But thanks aaron for remembering i dun eat chili and tks for ur x number of dots :)

Andrew Chua receives the "Most Decent Card Award"

Comments: Very decent. :) Thanks Andrew.

Benjamin Yap receives the "Colors Award"

Comments: As you can read from the card that he wrote, he is the only one that uses Red Blue Black. Kudos to Benyap for choosing colors to express himself. tks for the card, ben.

Bernard Choo receives the "Best Drawings Award"

Comments: Impressive drawings... but totally irrelevant to me because i do not play beach volleyball. u dots. Anw, this is perhaps the nicest drawings in the cards. so ya, a loud applause to the President of the SPG-ers, Bernard. ty.

oh no, next we actually have a TIE for the recipients of the Most Disturbing Drawings Awards.

*Warning* M18 Content Below

JinYan and HaoSiang both receive the "Most Disturbing Drawings Award"

Comments: The uncanningly and yet disturbingly telepathic Jin Siang Sistas acutally end up tieing in position for the Most Disturbing Drawing award. as you can see from the pictures, the only difference is that jin prefers a sex doll as oppose to siang who prefers a sex puss. totally explicit in content and disturbingly similar. thats right. ty jy and hs.

** End of Explicit Content

Wai Yip receives the "Best Card Award"

Comments: Short, consise, relevant completed with well wishes. Well the choice is pretty obvious isn't it? Ahh Feb babies :) -tks wy!

That's Right.. i hope you guys are happy with the awards and all... So yup..

its yw, signing off!

a new chapter, a new beginning

2009-02-18T21:41:00.002+08:00

hey guys!

Indeed, my first post after 22months as a singaporean pink ic holder! Well lets just say that i'm glad that my NS is over and now... i suppose i do agree with the earlier batches that said ORD is actually quite an over rated thing.. yes the excitement lasted me for like a few hours? that's right... 22X31X24 hours worth of shit in exchange for like a few hours is totally ridiculous.. okay.. what am i saying.. but nvm... right now im like totally idling at home trying to find a job. Well i guess the job market right now is not a suitable time to look for a job(no excuses) but i've tried! U see.. resumes sent.. recruitexpress applied.. well so right now all i can do is W-A-I-T

Ooo.. at least there's something i can look forward to- that's driving. yess haha cant wait for my first driving lesson next monday.. gutesna...

yw, signing off in pink. ;)

the last step to ultimate emancipation

2009-02-11T00:44:00.003+08:00

im glad this day is finally here...
<24 hrs to the ultimate emancipation i've been waiting for...

<3 u pink ic T.T

NS Completion Status: 99.85% << >>

stare-vival challenge

2009-01-19T09:12:00.002+08:00

hey guys... the past week was just another castastrophic disaster(as it always is). I cant believe even about to be emancipated we can still can kenna orbs. oh yes i cant spell it exactly the way it is in case some supposedly highly intellectual yet unbelievable dumb and disorganised 'angels' from the almighty heights abovet me decide to punish me for ahem speaking the absolutely truth.

Well what have i been doing? Lets see. Its just a stare-vival challenge. the company will desert you and your so called buddy on some weird and elevated platform. after which, you and your buddy is given 12 hours of time to stare, stare and yes to stare at a 'their so called critical road junctions overseeing the VIB (very impt building) that you r suppose to look after or perhaps commonly termed, babysit. Those who apparently that has superhuman abilities such as astral projection, stoning, hibernation, sleeping-with-eyes-open will find it utterly easy and breeze through without a slightest ounce of effort. for those who dosent? oh yes i mean those hyper active, cant stop moving around for one second.. yes they suffer.

oh yes whats the most ridiculous thing? Apart from fighting furiously with your damaged soul to stay awake so that we can guard against potential intruders we have to also keep a look out for internal spies. like omg? yes very very smart. At the end of the day one is not feared he is challenged by an intruder but instead, ironically, by their very own people tat they so called brothers-in-arms. like omg? the sad irony of being a XY in a small country.

pls vote me out of the tribal council.. i declare myself unfit to continue in the challenge. omg? never say such a statement in the midst of the competition. Because once you're caught with that, you will be interrogated and scrutinized. Of course, the safest way to do this is obviously before attempting to say such things, go to the witch doctor that lives deep in the forest. He will access your 'situation' and award you different charms that will grant you protection but strangely never heals. And rumoured that the moment you receive your first amulet of protection, it will soon become an addiction that never ends. But the thing is once the illness materalises( or evolved) into an addiction, the witch doctor cannot heal you anymore!

Well at least if you have an amulet it could be triggered and activated so that when nukes come flying to you, you will just smile and dodge with 100% evasion. What if those that couldnt make it? those who failed to deceive the 'x-ray eyes' of the almighty demigodlike witch doctors? oh no! that would mean that the contestant will be formally accused and punished. IF youre lucky, they just make you stare even more but this time in a 25x25 area fensed up with huge incantations that writes 'do not cross'- with fine prints saying 'or do so without getting caught' Or, if lady luck isnt shinning on you at all, den it would be the worst nightmare- concentration camps. (ps. too gruesome to say)

in any case i just hope the challenge can end so that i can be back to norm.
its yw signin off!

NS Completion Status: 96.45% Completed

yet another year...

2008-12-31T23:04:00.004+08:00

Ooo... looks like another year has passed... just like what haosiang said, i, too, accomplised nothing during the course of 2008. To ask why is just a rhetorical question because we all know the answer. Oo and everyone is like totally posting their last blog entry before we leap into 2009, i shall too, grab hold of all e time i have now and make my last entry :D Well right now i'm glad that my ordeal is ending and i'm welcoming 2009 with great anticipations! As always, i've crafted a list of new year resolutions for 2009...

New Year Resolutions 2009
1. ord peacefully in february
2. find a job asap after ord
3. spend more time with family and friends
4. do well in the coming academic year and not screw up sem1
5. continue to work out/exercise and keep fit
6. improve on tennis, tennis and more tennis and table tennis too!
7. improve on photography skills
8. be financially independent
9. be happy and cheerful, -90% vulgarities usage
10. get driving license asap

At the start of the year, i've decided to come up with a top52 songs for year2008 and yup! the list is out! These songs need not be released in 2008, its just that they are introduced to me in 2008 and every song represent a song of the week... some of them carried memories of that particular week, while others earn their spot

TOP 52 Songs of 2008 (complied by yw)

01] Mariah Carey- I'll Be There (#1 2007)
02] Natelie Gucci- Man in the Mirror
03] Everyday- zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgen
04] Brian McKnight- Back at One
05] Joey McIntyre- Stay the Same
06] Celine Dion- Then You Look At Me
07] Mandy Moore- Umbrella
08] Beyonce- Listen
09] Mariah Carey- Never too Far
10] Kelly Clarkson- Breakaway
11] Mandy Moore- Only Hope
12] Vanessa Amorosi- Absolutely Everybody
13] Mariah Carey- Through the Rain
14] Travis- Closer
15] Leona Lewis- Footprints in the Sand
16] IL Divo & Celine Dion- I Believe in You
17] Anna Nalick- Breathe
18] Mariah Carey- Bye Bye
19] Leona Lewis- Bleeding Love
20] Decorder Ring- Somersault
21] David Cook- Always be my Baby
22] Augustana- Boston
23] Lifehouse- Blind
24] Leona Lewis- Better in Time
25] Tyler Hilton- Missing You
26] One Republic- Apologise
27] Celine Dion- To Love You More
28] Joshua Radin- Everything will be Alright
29] No One- Alicia Keys
30] Cary Brothers- The Glass Parade
31] Jason Mraz- I'm Yours [RadioEdit]
32] Dishwalla- Angels or Devils
33] Kendall Payne- I Will Show you love
34] Yellow Card- How i Go
35] The Eagles- Desperado
36] Jonas Brothers- When I Look You In the Eyes
37] Death Cab for Cutie- I'll follow you into the Dark
38] Coldplay- Viva La Vida
39] Elisa- Dancing
40] Greatest Story Ever Told
41] Radiohead- Creep
42] U2- City of Blinding Lights
43] Matthew Perryman- save you
44] Duffy- Warwick Avenue
45] 98 Degrees- Heavens Missing An Angel
46] Leona Lewis- Run
47] Vertical Horizon- Best i Ever Had
48] Various Artists- Just Stand Up
49] Corianne May- Angels in Disguise
50] Mariah Carey- Touch my Body
51] Jon McLaughlin- So Close
52] My Grown up Christmas List- Kelly Clarkson

And yes the top song for year 2008 is

#1

Listen by Beyonce (in the movie, DreamGirls) - Congratulations!!!

And my most favourite artist introduced to me in 2008 is of course none other than newcomer,

Leona Lewis

who sang songs like bleeding love, footprints in the sand, better in time, yesterday, the best you never had and Run(cover of snow patrol) with such conviction, emotion and glam-ness. kudos to you Leona!!!

Well lets side track a bit... I'm sure you must have heard of this word 'arrow' in some point of time in your life... but that word to me is totally taboo and should be totally banned for usage i mean LITERALLY. stop arrowing dots!

Arrow
Arrows are like directional signs that mainly directs but after being so long in the green orgn_... i realised i can categorize 'arrow' into 2 main categories. It is absolutely annoying and disturbing when you realised you are arrowed. more often than not you will roll your eyes, curse and swear, and demanding the reason for such a task Arrowed to you. Yes those who gets arrowed often will know what i mean- very disturbing. So what kind of arrows are there? in my opinion, i'll categorize them into 2 main groups,

1) the 'holy' arrow from the higher calling [notice the inverted commas- u noe e reason]
2) the poison arrow from the evil-lighters

Yes the holy arrows are obviously very hard to dodge. Once it pierces through you- u're hit, tracked and doomed. Not even harry potter's invisibilty cloak can conceal you from the higher calling. These are like your excess gd duties that you suay suay kenna... there is no such thing as suay suay its you got arrowed; yes repeat after me f-u-g-l-y. And they really think they are the higher calling? bullshit. they are actually just the bunch of losers that have nothing better they can do outside in the real world so they decided to sell their souls to the orgn. Upon realizing their grave mistake and seeing no end to their horizons, they start to take their anger on us- the pitiful and reluctant enslaved souls. But oh kudos oh; ultimately the pitiful and reluctant slaves will still be liberated when 3 powerful letters ( an O a R and a D ) are bestowed to them when the time is ripped- this is when the ugly duckling transforms and becomes a phoenix and engulf those fugly gooses in a sea of flames. Fugly gooses. go back to ur lotus leaves and sleep -_-"

the second type, the poison arrows from the evil-lighters around you. These people are often scheming and cunning. Through indespicable means, they redirected the holy arrows illegally. They sold their souls to the devil, going against their own conscience, smeared the arrow with evilness and strafed upon the nice, kind and defenseless souls. The most common 'zhao' is when they shoot the arrow out and it materalizes in a form of an SMS bearing 4 words. " You have been activated " - totally a mega omg and u realise kenna le. DOTS.

Yes 2008 has been terrible... i just hope that 2009 would be better and yes be Better In Time.

Leona Lewis
Better In Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Yes so i wish that everyone would get better in time and be happy, cheerful, healthy and all the best to you guys for 2009 and Happy New Year!!!

It's yw, signing off!!!
NS Completion Status: 93.57%

ORD CountDown: <<<<< 43 days >>>>>

pre ORD

2008-12-22T17:56:00.003+08:00

It is the time of the year again when we all celebrate christmas and warmly welcoming a brand new year. 2008 is one long and painful year in which i experienced immense pain and anguish. Stuck in a chao ji screwed up place and experienced event after event that caught me by surprise is physically tiring and psychologically traumatizing. Call it suay or whatever enough is enough i just want this ordeal to end. I feel that as each day passes my coundown towards the day of ultimate emancipation becomes clearer and more vivid. I simply cannot wait for that day to come.

As much as i understand ORD is not ROD because there are still more shit comin up in which i would most likely be stuck in a vortex of unfortunate and nasty events occuring in the next decade or slightly less. But ORD is still a gift from heaven saying " take a break ". Of course ultimately ORD-ing is not the end of my life, instead i shall see it as closing of one hell lot of a chapter leading to the materalization of the next chatper of my life. (which hopefully tells a happier story)

Studying in Uni is obviously a lot harder than i envisioned it to be judging from the quantity of information to be assimilated and the quality of answers i must come up with to secure points in exams. Seeing how the girls in my JC class mugs during their semester exams is scary and i guess i just have to prepare myself for the worst case scenerio. Well what can i say? I chose the course so i just have to stick to it and make the best out of it.

In any case, apart from looking forward to myORD, i am also very excited about the fun filled packed events back2back during this block leave! tennis, christmas gatherings and gift exchanges, table tennis actions. Omg my brain is bursting with excitement given all the hyped up events!
But meanwhile i just need to get through to that Acer coz my com has been crashing like nobody business these days and its totally dots. Alright will keep an update soon next year hah! Merry Christmas to you all and happy holidays!

It yw, signing off!!

NS Completion Status: 92.92% Completed

ORD CountDown: <<<<< 52 days >>>>>

Yw Needs to be emancipated

2008-12-13T10:36:00.003+08:00

it has been quite a while since i last blogged. But everything seems to be back to normal ever since my block leave ended 2 weeks ago. It was indeed an eventful block leave; thks hs and jy for playing tennis! and dreww for food day 08 it was awesome.. the buttery and cheezy meltz spread on the flamed prawns were just unforgettable haha!

A huge congratualation to those who have ORD-ed (both dec and jan batch) I'm really glad you guys can now carry on with what life used to be two years ago before we were all 'abducted' =) [p.s. pls cheer me on!] As for me, still stuck in the shyt hole waiting to be emancipated... i'm totally still left with 2 more combat shoots and ops b which is like totally dots. Which is like a total waste of time and all. But i'm just glad that i could actually survive until this point in time and i just wish it could be over asap.

On a lighter note, Christmas is here! One of my fave festival yet ironically im actually a free thinker. But i feel that christmas is like a very joyous day when on one hand we celebrate the birth of christ and on the other, i wish to think in my opinion its like concluding the year that we have all been through. It is a time when family and friends gather on this blessed day for a heartwarming dinner or something. It is just awesome..

Yes, fugly ber hs jy kel aaron benyap and gang totally got me addicted playing tt. yes actually its quite dots but o well its when u play with them and laughing at each other's bitchiness esp benyap art of 'crescent shaving' yes that's right.. well as for mi i just hope i can one day pick up tt 1/10 the powers of the top korea mamaneem of the power slicing sisterhood... oh yes... slices are very very powerful.. that's right some people may even call it devastating... yes... haha and ber n ben i shall see how good is ur butterfy.. totally wahaha

alright i'll end here.. (yw looks forward to his block leave starting from 22dec!!!)
its yw signing off!

NS Completion Status: 91.18% Completed

Back from Australia

2008-11-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

" A 7-sided polygon is called a heptagon "
yes zul, i hope i have answered your burning question you asked during the trip :=)

hi guys! It's good to be back home. The feeling of reliveness and exuberance that rush to greet me the moment i step into Changi Airport was simply overwhelming. On the whole, i figured out i have suffered from excessive inhalation of a large quantity of sand and traumatised slash fly-shocked from the massive houseflies bombardments on my body. Yes; it is THAT bad. In addition to that, I forgot to add in that my camp receives ZERO GPRS signal for cellphones. Yes its Zero cellphone reception. To make a call or to text one has to walk 500m south of camp and under one destined tree he will wave his phone around hoping by a stroke of luck his cellphone can pick up a strand of stray signal emitted from the satelite. An sms or a call must be made immediately once such a rare phenomenon is bestowed upon the lucky man before the signal escapes... Yes im saying it is this hard to just make a call T.T

Apart from the ridiculous way polygon-ers uses their cellphone, the way we shyt and pee is as much as amuzing. I shall not disclose... ask me if you really want to know.

i'm glad that @tec is finally over(for those who doesnt know whats that its just some major exam like ur any A Lvls) And it seems to me that me and my friends have adpoted this cool phrase " I dun care, ORD lo! " Yes repeat after me, " I dun care, ORD lo!" This is our CCC (Civilian Conversion Course) motto k!

In conclusion i am very glad that i made it back in one complete piece. Certainly cant wait to meet up with all my friends (congrats to those dec/jan enlistees, for finally escaping the clutches of evil) and dreww for food day, hs for more tennis!! and simone+ju for more bitching sessions haha!!!!

take care and god bless!
its yw, signing off

NS Completion Status: 86.4% Completed

Times up

2008-10-18T12:05:00.002+08:00

Time's Up

Yes I hate it whenever time's up; ending of an exiciting amusement park ride... submitting an incomplete exam paper... It is just terrible... The feeling of incompelteness, despair, disappointment and fearfulness suffocates. It is usually that particular moment that you sensory neurones send an electrifying signal to you brain that will then cause a momentary state of paralyzing fear and the heart will sink. Yes It is the awful feeling though almost instantaneous, but the shackling effect that it has on one's mind is very mentally damaging

I guess i just have to face it and survive this castastrophic thunderstorm that's brewing furiously in my direction. Since i cant run away(being immoblised) i just got to face it and hope for the best. Yes drew!! for the food day we both must survive k... Dim Sum @ crystal jade dinning in, then watch madagascar 2 and dessert @ MOF... Matcha Zen!!! All waiting!!!! Must make it back in one complete piece

Well i guess all the packing are done... health insurances are accounted for. Lastly i just wanna say i love all you people and nice meeting you and i really do appreciate your friendship. And i want to say i love my family aloT!!!

oh yes haosiang! cant wait for the tennis lessons once i come back... time to play some decent tennis... and bernard will be looking forward to that perfect christmas dinner you'll be arranging :) and simone and ju!!! we must meet up once i come back from exilation! oh yes glenn we will go eat and play tennis too once i come back k!
Pray for mi!!! (i need lots of it LOL!) so see ya guys in 3.5weeks time and god bless!!! Take care of yourselves! Would reallly hope to meet up with all of you when i come back!!!!

Seeya!!
Its yw, signing off!
NS Completion Status: 82.00% completed

Pre Exilation to Australia

2008-10-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

Scrub; scrape; sweep

Been absolutely busy engaging in massive cleaning processes around in camp to rid off all sand and mud a.k.a “foreign contaminants” in the aussies’ context of course; Totally insane and repetitive. The checks were stringent and the phrase “please go clean this up again” can seriously be devastating. Finally all the stores are shipped off; kit bags sent after all the intense and ridiculous cleaning.

Yes i’ll be exiled to a place call Australia for nearly a month yes that’s right. Its not Sydney not Perth, not Melborune, and definitely not Gold Coast its totally a fugly place that when i type the name in Microsoft word, It is underlined in red ink; -_-“ u get what i mean dun you. Horrifying isn’t it. Just be glad you are not going there -_-“ I just hope that time will pass fast in Australia and i will be back in no time.

It is again the time of the year when we have to start clearing leaves and claiming our rightful offs. Just had a long weekend after hari raya which was pretty much revitalizing. Lunched with simone and ju last Sunday; Met up with haosiang and joseph for lunch over at Manhattan Fish Market; followed with tennis @ hs’s aunt place with jinyan too. It was great haha especially ‘that’ rally. Will be looking forward to more tennis sessions!!! (oh yes remb to call shawn lai haha vvv long never see him le ) Had a char siew ramen with glenn at Central; meeting with Edwin and gang for kushinbo buffet tmr and drewww for lunch @ ding tai fung on Tuesday. Omgz i cant wait to meet up with all my friends b4 gg to be exiled.

On a different note, the starting seasons of all the shows are surprisingly promising especially brothers and sisters. I just hope that the story can hold before getting too farfetched; with all the Ryan stuff and all it better be convincing. Heroes as well doing fine with many plausible explanations for the suspense they have created. Desperate housewives, is however, looking grim and the trailers are “eyes rolling”. Haven’t had time to check out Grey’s as yet but from the preposterous storyline of the previous season, season 5 better be twice as good as season 2 before show critics start hurling abusive comments on them haha.
Alrightyz... i’ve got to go and make full use of my weekend. Can’t afford to waste any second. Will blog again before flying. Take care everyone and god bless!!!

Yw signing off!
NS Status: 81.60% completed

terrible horrible, vegetable!

2008-09-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

oh hi guys

lots of updates since the last time i blogged!

NDP 2008
Well, this is probably one of the best periods of my ns life... The rehearsals were very dry repetitive and boring but seeing that the actual show went on smoothly was pretty much reliving. The week was magically "shortened" with the book-ins on Monday nights instead of the usual sunday nights due to the off for sats. Will never forget this hate and love event and i felt really great to be part of the show in my ns time.

moving off from that im back to more intensive field trainings which is absolutely terrible, horrible and vegetable (adapted from I not Stupid) LOL. Very very depressing period of time till wallaby arrives. The feeling of putting camou creme on the face is alrdy bad enough seeing the c0mb@t rati0ns is even worse.

oh yes with the writers now finally satisfied with whatever deals they secured (eh or they didnt? i never really follow up juz tag me if u know anything about the final judgement) the shows are coming back!!!
Looking forward to:
2sept - 90210 beverly hills
22sept- heroes
25sept- grey's anatomy
28sept-desperate housewives, brothers and sisters
and many more till i find out the actual release dates!

ahh.. these are probably what's gonna keep me going until sept ends.
for now my main priority will be to clear my next last fieldcamp before australia and a bn field live firing... oh gosh... i really hope time will pass asap and i just cannot tell you how much i am looking forward to the upcoming christmas... It is just so near and yet so far...

well i guess i will just have to grit my teeth and brace myself for the upcoming challenges. in any case i still believe that tough times dun last. It will end somehow... Oh gosh i will have to book in soon fugly.. T.T

its yw signing off!
NS Status: 77.42% completed

Clinging On..

2008-06-23T19:08:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!!!
omgz it has been a very long while since i last update... Well a lot happened for the past month... For Starters, i have picked up guitar 2 weeks ago and now... haha! i can play a few songs-
Look After you by The Fray
Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston
Bye bye- Mariah Carey
Always be my baby- David cook

now i'll have to continue to work on that bitchy F Cord because its really very bitchy be it in its natural form or secondary form. and oh yes hopefully to learn how to pluck the strings in camp from either jon or keane. zzz

moving away from the dreadful memories of atec stage 1 we are now all doing show support for ndp 2008. Although its definitely not how i imagined it to be (no trngs, book outs and stay out) but it is still something different from camp.

and oh yes i finally cleared my ippt... though it did came to be a surprise to me because i never expected myself to jump any further than 225cm but i did anyway... i am just glad that i did it and it was my personal best since p5. like can everybody say wow! LOL (i noe ber and hs prolly rolling their eyes because they r totally gold medalist bitches. LOL- and oh yes congrats hs btw i heard about u being 200 bucks richer)

Life has still been as shitty as ever i just hope that the remaining 7 months can pass asap... absolutely cant wait to join all my friends back at school and doing some really very normal stuff... oh yes before i forgot... do check out the celine dion live in las vegas concert 2007, a new day. its very very omgz nice and glamourous... <3 Celine!!!! Either u buy it @ Borders or u can watch some performances on youtube...

alright guys... hopefully i'll update soon T.T
its yw, signing off!
NS Status: 64.7% Completed

ahh im really emo

2008-05-07T17:18:00.003+08:00

time passes really fast when im not imprisoned in the east. it is sad but i guess im returning back to my cage. im really glad that i had this break after fugly atec1 which apparently taken quite a lot from me. The accumulation of fatique could easier break me . Sometimes i suppose it would be nice if i could just give up and walk away from this mess... a summary of what happened during these 7days...

met up with drew on friday over at ding tai fung, wisma... The food is okay and we spent half the afternoon chatting at dtf, bitching all about our f* up life. yes it is v f* up but sometimes its really nice when u get to bitch about the same stuff to a friend that understands. oh, and we went to ben n jerry for ice cream and watch all the silly clips on my ipod- oprah madtv n simple life. Its really really hilarious. ask drew. Lol. and thks drew for the tibits you've brought back from taiwan!

the weekends was surprisingly low profile.. stayed at home most of the time and play myc computer... aiks. Monday was gutesna, played tennis at ahbishek's house with edwin, zul, vinod n our new pc.. it was really wow. because the matches were so intensified and everyone was so fired up to grab hold of the free movie ticket sponcered by ahbishek. Hah in the end mi and edwin won and we split the cost of Iron man into halves. heh. The movie was great.

i also met up with glenn last night for dinner over at the fish glass house. The fish n chips is like really fantastic. haha. We got the student promo heh im always getting away with it some how. LOL. the calamari was fantastic.. the batter they use is really gutesna. I totally enjoyed the meal... plus still got bands performing leh wa lau. one of my fave fish n co outlets ^.^

well i guess im here right now typing this blog entry... Alright guys i'll update whenever i can.. meanwhile... to cheer myself up and those who are sad out there... its OPPPPRAAHHH!!!!!! ENjoy the madtvs!!!!

its yw, signing off
NS Status: 60% Completed

Hopes that dashed into million pieces

2008-05-03T01:24:00.002+08:00

i have nothing but disdain for the person living closest to me and yet i cannot bring myself to show my true feelings. Every single day i have to wear a very beautiful mask painted with such a hypocritical smile and try my best to conceal whatever displeasure i have and reduce all of it to mere friendliness. The truth is sad, but there it is.

Sometimes i ask myself this question. Is the outside world all about putting on masks when entertaining different people? Because if it is then wont it be very saddening? The thought of it makes me sick. It is as if the world is left with nothing but deceptions and lies.

atec1 is officially over and all the crazy training done under the blistering hot sun will hopefully meld into the "unpleasant memories" of atec1 and never come back again... i think we did good, but there are always apprently some who think otherwise. Nevertheless im glad all these madness and insanity is over.

Just when i thought i am on my road to recovery, god has yet again set another obstacle right in front of me. I am near my breaking point yet i cannot do anything. If its a test of my endurance and peserverance i think it is enough. I dont know how much longer i can take. 9 more months of sufferings. It may seem short, but everyday striked out in my calender is deeply scarred in my heart. It is so painful and antagonising that no one could possibly imagine. Please someone let me break free of this endless suffering. T.T

yw-signing off
NS Status: 59% Completed

A very tiring week

2008-04-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

hey guys!
didnt had a chance to update my blog for the past 2 weeks... Been really busy lately with all the @tec stuff coming up..

Oh yes before i forget i must blog about this. Bernard is totally dots yesterday. First, we were supposed to go waffling over @ goldenmile complex before having the dinner. I said we could meet @ lavender mrt so that we can walk over to goldenmile hawker centre... But No he says because he feels that he needs to transfer train so we meet @ little india so tat he doesnt have to transfer train but i have to -_-""
thats not the worse part, then he led me to Marina Sq with a wrong bus like omgzzzzz we totally deviated like thousands of mils off he would have killed a farm of cows if he had fire a bomb -_- """""
the climax has yet to come. then he called for help and andrew ong told him to take 36 from the SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION HALL and we should end up roughly at marine parade. but bernard insist that we should take the bus OPP SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION HALL -__-""
YW: R U LIKE SURE?
bernard: Hell yea -__-

and guess wad happened? that bus took a ONE HUGE round around raffles city, smu and came back to suntec city convention hall LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i felt like a total idiot when i realise the bus looped before entering ECP. and wad was sir bernard doing? S-L-E-E-P-I-N-G

TOTALLY A MEGA O M G TO him

with the usual gang. haha. Well their service is very slow because according to benyap, we actually waited for 1hr before getting a table which is chao ji inefficient. But at least the food that they serve is okay and oh yes bernard ordered that kaminabe thingy LOL. its always very nice to pronounce that word haha. juz dun pronounce the M as N and you should be alright heh. My tonkatsu took particularly long to come but it was still great except for the potatoe salad which everyone was to crazy about because they thought it was such a heavenly delicacy which is totally tiniuniu.

Then after eating jy, hs, wy, benyap, ber, aaron starts to go obsessed with their high resoultion cams which all the angle shots and magazine poses which is chao ji omg. But i think the funniest photo is that one wy took that looks like Mona Lisa missing the silicones. Laughs.

well i think it was really great and i really enjoyed myself and i guess it was like a breakaway from my usual dull and repetitive routine. Well i just cant wait for the next long holiday which is Labour Day... T.T god bless mi T.T

Anyway thnks guys for inviting over @ waraku for dinneR! good luck with your concert on tuesday!

Loves it!,
its yw signing off!

NS Status: 52.27% completed

ahh 3rd weekend gone

2008-03-28T15:13:00.003+08:00

hi guys!
omg ive been also blogging quite frequently these days. Pls do not mistaken im not slacking, definitely not enjoying life coz tmr's weekend would be my 3rd weekend vaporised in a row all thanks to that you-know-who. If im a wiz i would abra kadabra him, if i am a force archer, hes gonna have a taste of my Art of Sniping and if im Lina Inverse, hes so sure to be toasted by my Laguna Blade. Argh how i wish i have Molly's power... a pin and a map that settles everything.

well caballing these days have been very enjoyable... just leveled my character to lv52 today and hopefully to 53 so as to equip my new Bluestin Bow. Say hi to xdrowx!

oh yea and im so bored today and started reading thru my archieves and i really really miss those days when i could be so carefree. Conformity and regimentation was like non-existent?

omgz i hope i can meet up with drew for dinner on sat... i need to b1tch about all the shyt b4 i self detonate and explode arghhhh. T.T

its yw, signing off

NS Status: 52.2% Completed

a day of intense laughing

2008-03-22T12:04:00.003+08:00

hi guys!!!
havent been blogging for a very long time because nothing interesting is happening to me as usual and i cant blog about my "lovely work" because its highly confidential.
Anyway the past few weeks had been hell and sufferings. Seeing how both my mental state and physical state has taken a toll, i agreed to meet up with ben, bernard, jinyan, haosiang and waiyip for badminton yesterday. i think that tat would really be the best decision of the month because it really made my day. Badminton has always been our favorite sport since secondary school and if not for the ns we wouldnt really have stopped for that long. The practice was as usual filled with fun and laughter especially when u see how dots jinyan was totally bitchy about the Ins and Outs haha. and i guess its nice to see familiar faces and catch up with everyone once in awhile. IT was short but i felt rejunvenated and fresh after playing for the mere 2 hours.

After that came the highlight of the Good Friday. haha we went to Minds Cafe over at Dhoby Ghaut there near paradiz and played for like 2 hrs. Obviously the game was Im the Boss. Haha i tell you this game is so damn fun if you do visit minds cafe you really should pick it off the shelf. You must be vvvv bitchy to play it damn well.. so basically i was clearly losing because when i made my 1st 2million deal, the rest of the bitchy players already got like 10m like omgz so i realise i shld change my tactics. i started using [i'm the boss] cards in large deals to secure myself some part of the deal money when i have no investors to contribute.. haha how cheapskate of me. but i think the best part was still when i recruited the only investor bernard has and i told e devil (waiyip coz he was so rich then) that u muz protect me if i steal bernard's bitch HAHA tat was like so backstabbing and you really shld see bernards face like he caN REALLY kill somebody HAH but in the end that bitch hs recruited both my bitch and bernards bitch with 6 recruitment boys like omgzzzz totally exciting stuff! In the end haosiang won the game lar bitch coz hes so quiet and planning to get back to us

the next game was like taboo vvvv funny also some of the golden dialogs

hs: TYRA BANKS IS????
bernard: TOP MODEL!!(confident)
hs: NONO, ___ MODEL... eh who wears red underwear??? (trying to imply superman)
bernard: huh wad wad?????
diao... the ans is supermodel -_-"""

js: Kelvin wears a WAD????
everybody including benyap: WAT????? HUH??????
ans: Mini Skirt... -__-"""""""""""""""

benyap: you wear a watch around your?
jinyan: Waist!!!!

----------___________-------------""""""""

haha tat really made my friday T.T Alright im booking in now... i hope all these torment will soon end!!! T.T take care everybody and enjoy your long weekend!!!!
Seeya and god bless!!!!

its yw signing out!!!

v long nv update

2008-03-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

omg i juz realise i havent been updating for like 2mths basically life is very very bad and it seems to be going downhill every minute, every second.

the past 2 months have been really very very boring and there is just nothing to blog about... hardly anything interesting or new happened to me because my life is so repetitive and it will carry on for like this for another slightly less than a year... seeing how time flies i cannot help but wish and pray that every minute, every second could speed up and accelerate to my desired point of time in my life which is mostly likely after ns before uni... that alluring point in my life is a milestone in which when i grow up to i will look back and perhaps feel proud of myself that i have done so much and when i see other poor souls going through what i have gone through in the future, at least i could say been there done that.

oh yes and after 4 years ive finally upgraded my computer to the latest technology of Intel Quad Core which is omgz because from a single core processor i actually had an addition of 3 more to share the load that i task my computer to perform. Seeing how much Intel has progressed i cannot help but feel proud of them. From a P1 to a P4 and now to multiple cores to assist users by hastening the computer applications... I hope that in the near future to come, better technologies could swing by and make life easier for all of us!

alright i guess this is juz a short blog entry to liven up my degenerating blog...
*praying hard dat hes caught and i wont be activated during weekends T.T*

prepare to move.. Cease Fire!
yw, signing off

New Year Has Come

2008-01-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

so i guess its time that we put an end to 2007. It was a year that i can never forget in my entire life. I am very glad that it is finally over because that would also mean, more importantly i'm another step closer to getting out of the great "organization"

To sum up 2007... i would say its a year filled with a really wide array of emotion explosions that ranges from happiness and joy to anxiety and disappointment and all the way to oppressed and mortified.

Moving forward like all people do, i cant help but to make some new year resolutions for myself

- spend more quality time with my family members... having to stay away from home for 5/7 of the week is terrible and i always feel bad that i have neglected my family in some way or another

- hang out with friends more and really do catch up with them

- Level xiaohunhun to lv120 and advance as a successful night lord with its complete set of accessories

- hope to finish @tec as soon as possible and get it all over and done with

- watch more TV shows!

yea that would be mostly my resolutions for 2008 and ultimately i wish i will be luckier this year!!

Below are 2 clips from the Award winning TV show, "Brothers and SisterS". their ever first season premiere... haha it is a very very good show and i will recommend you 5 stars out of 5 to watch it!!!

Food Fight! Nora Vs Holly - Ep21 Grapes of Wrath

Jump into the Pool! - Ep23 Matriarchy

Hope you've enjoyed these short yet i would daresay one of the best moments in Brothers and Sisters!!! Simply cant wait for the second installment of the season!!!

Signing off,
yw!

The End of Year Thing

2007-12-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

oh no i know my blog is dying yes yes... frankly speaking there is nothing good to blog about these days!!!

well but most importantly im blogging today to clear the misconception that you think my trip to JeJu (a.k.a Thailand) was actually a 21 days 20 nights Vacation at Thailand. Well if that is what you are thinking because somehow or at some point in time you misunderstood the way i describe scenes or being influenced by somebody like bernard then i can assure you its so not what you think it is. Because it really wasn't ez at all and i cant exactly spell every damn shyt out because i was told that our blogs are held under close surveillance of menacing eyes and any forms of retaliation or showing feelings of resentment to the almighty green organization will probably cause us not to see the light again... literally. Its ruling is of course so strictly ridiculous and not to mention the set of indoctrinations that follow closely after. However to question it, is unthinkable.

it has been already 1 week since i last came back home. Ahh... the feeling of stepping into our very own world class Changi Airport just couldn't feel any better. Especially after the nature of the horrible trip it was very much appreciated. It was only at that moment do i really miss Singapore. And everything that follows after just went down the hill... First was my computer- totally void of any internet connections leaving me no choice but to reformat it. It worked finally but my com crashed the next day and the next next day and yes within 4 days i had reformatted my computer 3 blinking times. like omg ive suddenly become the guru in reformatting coms because i know exactly what programs to install first and all. Wow like how awfully awesome is that man.

Christmas didn't exactly happened as the way i envisioned it to be. For starters i failed to meet up with my sec friends and i couldn't meet up with drew either and it seems that all the Christmas that follows after 2005 has been becoming exceptionally dull and meaningless. i cant put up my christmas tree because my innocent nephew may burnt his fingers touching the halogen bulbs... i cannot meet up with my friends because time is essence and they would want to spent with their family and loved ones and that leaves friendship to be compromised. And why is time an essence when wow we are all wasting time day by day? well we all have to backtrack to whatever i've said earlier because of the demi-godlike powers that we have surrendered our souls to. Moving on... But i still had a great dinner at my sister's place on christmas

and all these happened and today is already Thursday and yes my leave is ending soon. Its really sad, but there it is. oh yes and guys u all must watch Season1 of Brothers and Sisters its OMG nice i dare say it is even nicer than Grey's Anatomy ^.^
Alright im signing off and i'll write again soon!

Cheers,
Have a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
P.S. I'll check back with my Resolutions for 2008 next! Stay Connected!

Transcript of the Month
Norah: yes, would you care for some more lamb?
Warren: no thank you, whats going on?
Norah: What you mean?
Warren: Why is anyone else but us talking?

Noah: Oh, well they all think that i don't know that my husband had an affair with that woman Holly over there along with a cunning little cottage built for two to go with it. Yes Warren, you see they all think that i'm leaving in the dark and they are terrified that i'm going to figure it out today and in their panic and obliviousness and their eagerness to handle me they have lost their very basic ability to conduct themselves in the social circumstance. It is very sad, but there it is.

Norah: Would someone please pass the mango peach salsa to scotty?

Changes

2007-11-27T09:30:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh... im just 11hrs away from leaving Singapore and 13hrs away from bangkok and 16hrs away from ... u noe what

eeeeeeee terrible horrors of the horrors... im like totally become hanshang gong and chang jin... exiled to jeju eeeee... omg i dun wan... Fugly

21 days of bashing thru jungle... 1/2 e time i will be outfield... omg im so gonna dieeee its terrible... eeeee omggggg

Oh yesterday i spent most of my time hopping from shopping centres to shopping centres eating snacks dat i always love... had gelato italian ice cream... auntie annes pretzels.. my fave takoyaki... ToriQ bento... herbal barley... fried mars bars... oh yes all these stuff T.T wad if i never be able to eat again eeeee....

i have no mood to blog le... bb
its yw signing off

dreadful days ahead

2007-11-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

this week has been rather dreadful... first was those horrible PT sessions because we are just too free and next was the "buffet for mozzies outfield exercise at choa chu kang" horrifying!! im so traumatised to insect bites... easily over 50 bites all over my body.

it was basically a scrumptous buffet session for e mozzies empire with wide array of delicious fluids ranging from A positive to AB negative. FUGLY

then was e pretentious amazing race again but o well its okay lar at least it burnt up one dreadful friday so in actual fact im quite happy about dat. Sat was spent rotting at home.

and erm juz met up with glenn at gloria jeans cafe. oh no i want christmas shopping... fugly

and ber pls hurry up and find out e cause of ur fugly keyboard problem its totally dots.

yw signing off!

long holiday?

2007-11-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

omg... 4 days passed so FAST
omg
eeee terrible im getting that book in blues again

it was a nice 4 day break from that hellhole... escaped last wednesday night- the feeling was just absolutely omgz. oh yes not to mention we did a horrible RT b4 getting out and dat juz made my cravings for long johns worse... Yes nth beats eating something so fried and high saturated after a horrible RT session.

then deepavali i had lunch with my family at prima- the rotating restaurant along keppel road. Had e usual dim sum and all then went over to my sister's place to swim and have dinner. KFC+Pizzahut... cant find any combi thus far ^.^ and i really had a good time ever since ... sigh reminds me of the good old days..

and Friday was that pretentious cohesion thingy at sentosa which is totally dots to e core... and... it was juz the most "fantastic slash interesting event on sentosa ever kudos" lolx

and sat, which was ystd is prolly e key to this blog... went for lunch with ber @ carls and then we went to sim lim with glenn to source for external hardiskdrive aka ext. hdd. thank you la for introducing me that multimedia player hdd coz it rocks thks. its this cool device that can store 160gb of files and it plays vids/mp3/pics on ur TV when u juz plug in VERY cool. thks for not busting me...

yup and all these happy events lead to now my sad time to say good bye and booking back into e hellhole. well at least ive 15eps of greys anatomy in my psp cant wait to watch though!!! alright i'll blog more next week see ya!!!

yw signing off
~counting down to 2wks to dreadful thailand T.T

a long week back, a short one ahead

2007-11-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

been a while. sometimes surprises that comes our way can be an angel in disguise or it can be a really little mean bitch- whats separating them? just one fine line.

met up with glenn yesterday and we went to Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. oh gosh, the divine taste of such delicacy (in comparison to cookhouse's food) after a week of overwhelming fatique that drowned me in completely was indeed an intense wake up call. Had a Pork chop LaMian + xiaolongbao + guotie - heavenly, truly.

walked around gwc and stumbled upon McCafe. Had a little frappe when i realised its pronounced as (Frap-pay). I still think Frappe pronounced as Frap will sound so much more cool. And i surfed the net for the 1st time using my PSP. Not that im advertising for Sony, but i think that PSP is indeed a good device to bring along when you're outside if you dun have a laptop or dun want to. Simply because of its portability and the many functions that it contains. From Music to Videos, Games to WIFI access or even reading your fave book in it. All in a nutshell, a sexy sleek device that holds infinite possiblities- totally in love with my PSP.

no words can describe how amazed and impressed i was with glenn's personal collection of drama series. And a million thank you-es for downloading Grey's Anatomy and lending me CSIs and Numb3rs!!!! Haha that can really keep me occupied in camp and all. But still the idea of getting a HDD and download all e vids inside is very tempting. i'll consider!

hang out with bernard over at Little India today- Not a place you'll see me in actually, but what the heck people change i suppose. I crossed the line i should and i thought i would never crossed but i did and it was a weird and virgin experience. Oo i guess its not a very appropriate way to describe it but what the heck. Had some thosai if thats how u spell it and pupli is dat wad is it? that inflated dough like structure that can be burst when u pinch it? haha. food is okay except there is too much onions!!! and Dr.Bernard will prolly go " Onions are good source of potassium, without it your cells will die.. (i am still trying to look interested) like you know? the Potassium Pump? Concentration gradient ?? (moving on...) if not you'll become like a vegetable!! (alright i get that, lets move on -_=')

went to eat belgian waffles again- oh gosh it totally owned Gelare seriously. In every aspect- Taste, Price, Value for money-ness, Presentation, Business Concept.
I am totally in love with that waffles. the semi crispyness, the "waffle taste" tats absent in Gelare waffles... and that ice cream... light in taste yet it leaves a strong impression... I give it 5 out of 5 stars. a must try!

now i have 10 episodes of Grey's Anatomy and 5 CSI epis in my psp- kudos!! oh no... ICCT grading tmr... horrors i dun wan to fail it fugly... asking me to do ICCT is prolly the same as asking a butcher to do a craniotomy surgery... eeee fugly
short week but i foresee its gonna be tiring

its yw, signing off!

exasperated..

2007-10-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i am very tired both literally and metaphorically.

it was a really easy week but my body is just getting weaker because its minus minus physical strain and a plus plus mental stress. How can i even remain functional despite inedible food and periodically disturbed sleep? Sometimes im just thinking that all these could be a mistake, a very huge mistake. It shouldnt have happened this way but it did. And if there is this button with the word "inedible" written on it in my cookhouse's receptivity survey i would have pressed that, i would have. Seriously? i have really got enough troubles to deal with and now that someone just casually dropped a bomb shell on me

"Hey you know what u've juz won a 6days 5 nights field camp thats gonna span over the next weekend!, Enjoy!!! Cheers!! "

Tell me, how am i suppose to remain calm, sane, and mentally undisturbed? Seriously? I cannot. I couldnt find out what went wrong because apparently i felt that my discipline was not problematic. How can people be mean and still get away with things? I have never cheated on anyone, bullied anyone, did anything mean enough to upset anyone but yet i am ALWAYS always on that losing end. So does this karma thing even exist or its just my pure naiveness thats causing me to think that way?

Well im sick of being nice... Nice or not nice human beings die eventually. Nice or not nice there will still be villains in this world no matter how hard we try. Nice or not nice doesnt gives you an edge over anyone else to strike a lottery or not. Nice or not nice the ending is still the same. See? thats the defining sentence. THE ENDING IS STILL THE SAME. i cannot believe i actually be bother to help others when im not even demanding anything in return i just hope that one very fine day when i needed help someone can help me. But im just being naive i guess because it will never happen.

It has been a really long and bad week... and next weekend i would be banish into this forrest of wonders where i have to survive for 6 days 5 nights, Kudos isnt it.
Spent my weekend watching the final few episodes of Grey's Anatomy Season2. It was really awesome... Well i guess i'll just stop over here becuase im getting really tired and all...

in these times of emergency i landed upon all i could do i pray for miracles to happen...

feeling terrible

2007-10-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

hi guys

this week was totally dots and full of shyt. i tossed myself around on a tatami mat if tats how u spell it and i kept falling intentionally and purposely cause my whole body to ache like wow how amazing right. seriously? its way dumb and stupid seriously.

its good to hear that my mum's medical report went out well thank god. And concurrently... my dad is recovering well from the procedure. Met up with bernard this sat over at goldenmile food complex... had lots of satays for lunch and oh yes you have got to try this: Belgian Waffles with ice cream scoops. I just cannot tell you how divine it was ... check out: www.thesweetstone.com
apparently i think the waffles is very nice and the price is cheap considering the quality they serve. They also gave out the pretentious accumulate-points-and-redeem-your-free-gift-card so for every 20 points u accumulated u can actually get urself a free waffles... haha go try it its really really awesome

and erm, nothing exactly much happened mostly i juz stayed at home and watched Season 2 of Greys Anatomy that i borrowed from edwin... its juz cool to see such radical and extreme medical cases in that show... as much as it seems a bit far fetched they do have strong and proven medical studies to prove the existence of such rare cases. It was so emo for the train episode and yea... im so gonna finish the whole season haha...

and erm im booking in soon already which obviously suck coz this is so gonna be a long and disgusting week and i really hope time can pass fast and i simply cant wait for my next weekend.

cheers,
yw signing off

Vaporised Weekend

2007-10-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!!

Haven't really been updating much as my blog title suggest... yup my hari raya weekend was totally vaporised because of the stupid mort@r live firing... well at least it was quite a memorable experience though..

booked out sunday morning and i felt like crap because i only slept for like a pathetic 2.75 hrs and on calculations S@F made me worked for more than 22hrs that day like omg? dun you think we r so underpaid in this 'modern day slavery in-green' argh...

Slept thru my sunday (pathetic right) and today i also stayed at home all day tidying up my room and yes its totally in standby condition. ^.^
And i will have to book back in at 11pm and tml is already the closing address of my course. Well what can i say? all good things just have to come to an end... and i will be back to that hellhole soon... csb... more and more m@rches omg? somebody save me !!!! T.T

cheers,
yongwen signing off

moodless

2007-10-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

it was a terrible terrible week... totally stuck in that hell hole for a good 5 days and according to lesson plan things are gonna get worse this comin week... met up with glenn yesterday at great world city and had dinner at this restaurant Cz'zar
(Zhi Char) .. yea very pretentious board and the way they bundle food up as a set is also absolutely pretentious... the food was relatively okay and ya.. at least i nv ps u this time!!! but it was supposedly to be a coffee session... aiks my caramel latte ice blended -_-"

then i went over to glenn's house today and its like my 1st time there haha. and.. his room is like well furnished... cosy bed, table by the side with translucent curtain linings... flat screen tv mounted and a laptop... oh man this is totally my dream room can... One of my ideal saturday can be spent like that in an air con room... reading articles over the internet and doing some research... and once in a while when im tired i can surf the net, tag on my friends' blog... you know such a peaceful and tranquil day is so much appreciated now... but o wells i will have to wait for another 2 years at least before i can get back my rightful 'pink' identity and getting rid of the association with 'the greenery'. terrible... i can only envy him at this point in time i suppose... ooo! i bought some block of wood which can be chiseled and made into a triceratops fossil model for ben.. haha hope he likes it! O.o

well nothing is exactly going my way... everything seems to be against me and from the angiogram results from my dad it is definitely a defining mental blow to me... and because of my association wth the 'greenery' i cannot be present for my dad's angioplasty procedure. im starting to hate myself seriously so helpless and useless and i cant even take care of my dad and my sisters have to take leave to accompany my dad instead... why is all these happening.

and this coming week is gonna be so damn long because i will be trapped in that hell hole again for a good 6 days of which half of it will be spent out there in the field filled with disgusting creepy crawlers how awesome rihgt?

yw, signin out

gourmet weekend

2007-09-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

hii everyone..

im totally back on course again... life totally suck as a trainee... anw time passes very very slowly in AI and their pace of life is totally 1/2x of what i have used to be working at... and if not for marvel ultimate alliance... i would definitely be bored to death inside that void-of-life-place... so to speak of, only the food is fantastic.

the weekend went by quite fast just like all weekends do... Met up wtih ber yesterday at orchard to eat dango.. -_-" yes.. his brillant idea. and while on the way there i was totally shock when this weird woman came up to me and ask hey you have been spotted and would like to ask me if i want to join their modelling company -_-"" i was totally slapping her away.. then again another guy was smouching at himself when he was walking down the road listening to mp3... totally F-U-G-L-Y. we were totally rolling our eyes. we went all the way to taka to eat dango... it was quite nice though... the lady bbq the dango slightly so that the exterior of the dango is abit crispy then she spread red bean paste on it... yupz quite nice but i still prefer the cold, tri colored dangos @ kushinbo though wahaha. then we had a simple lunch at crystal jade..

yes today... is probably the main highlight of this blog entry... i am so sorry glenn that i overslept ... lolx my dad didnt wake me up today.. so dots la... its okay there r still so many weekends ahead ^_^ or if u wan friday night also can wahaha alright so i met up with ber, jinyan, haosiang and waiyip later in afternoon for lunch @ carnivorce, vivocity... its a kinda brazilian style restaurant and yes as e name of e restaurant suggest it serve mainly meat.. all kinds of meat lamb... chicken... cod fish... beef and all... then the waiter will come to you and personally slice off pieces of meat from e skewer onto your plate. the meat is however quite dry... but their galic bread was good. i also tried their salads.. their tomato rice is nice... soup is weirdly saltish despite it being yam and corn soup.. oh yes!!!!!!!! they served Ratatoulle!!!! haha after watching the movie i just had to try it and yupz its a pretty much simple dish served with capsicon, some vege and potato... basically its juz tomato spaghetti minus the spaghetti plus potato haha thats the most accurate answer i can give about ratatoulle. yupz.. and gosh we were all so bitchy in e restaurant until the waiters start to treat us like totally 100% transparent and bypassing us with this skewers of meat slash pineapple slash garlic bread haha fugly... and it will cost about 34 bucks with service charge yupz... quite a okay spot to go for lunch but i would prefer to go marche instead haha. o wells its bernard's brillant idea anw

so yea the weekend has ended and im about to book in very very soon... ber will be gone for 10 days off to his broodmama assult course over @ brunei which apparently he is being so enthusiastic about yes good for him :) haha then drew is so busy playing maple and dao-ing me coz hes totally cheif clerk in his office now... then simone ju and e rest all mugging feverishly in the library even as i am typing yes.. how fugly is dat -_-"" oh no... im totally left alone for e whole of next week... eeek terrible... and not to mention an outfield cum mortar live firing coming up next next week... terrible!!!!! ewww...

cheers,
yw

Magical Week

2007-09-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

hi guys!!!

woot~ another week flew by... (Sense the tone). gosh this is truly the best week ever i had in my camp... Because all the com*m*nders r gone for a refresher course so left our am*pc to take care of us for the whole week... i tell you its totally magical... it is so peaceful, tranquil, soothing, enjoyable, remarkable, undisturbed and to sum it all up, its the Magical Week of the year... It ended so soon... If only every week is like that... watching friends... playing monopoly... o man...

well nothing exactly interesting happened... other than it being magically magical and erm, yeah i got addicted to F.R.I.E.N.D.S again thks to edwin and his season 9 DVDs... haha...

im very glad today coz got off c@mp early so went down to vivocity and did a bit of retail therapy... yupz and i bought food and 4 fila tees omgz very guilty but it was on sale!!!!! haha typical singaporean... alright now im waiting for ber to come back and i have absolutely no idea where he went to. probably still busy shooting his berney hilton sex tape -_-"" LOL

oh before you go, you got to see this... this is so gonna be hilarious and all
esp simone and ju u guys GOT TO WATCH THIS!!!

LOL have a good laugh
cheers!
its yw, signing off

Rat and Spray

2007-09-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!!!

oh gosh i havent really had time to blog... for e last 14days i have not booked out >24hrs, so i really cherish this long weekend (but its acutally juz a norm 2 full day weekend juz dat its relatively longer than my usual <24hrs book-out-weekends)

it is absolutely amazing and for saving grace, ive finally managed to passed my standard obstacle course with the overwhelming cheer and encouragement from my platoon mates, thank you nicholas for running down with me and cheering me on esp when i was about to give up. This is my 1st time dat i ran until i felt im almost 'there' where the clouds seem to prevail, the paradise that everyone dreams off... yea... when i hit the end point i was barely in my normal mental state... staggering around like a drunken man and the feeling is horrible... the air i breathe in seems to be incinerating my throat... gosh shaggest of e shaggest and thats prolly the shaggest moment of the year... but i passed... more importantly... i freed myself from the ridiculous RT sessions and burnt sat mornings... im glad its all over...

well today is yet a perfect day as i started my 'movie biathalon'. It started with of course the Hairspray that is very entertaining... i almost danced out of e theatre after watching...

" i would love to throw a harpoon at the great white whale first " by amber's mum

haha very funnie the songs they sang is absolutely fantabulous...

then after that would follow up with the highly rated Ratatouille. It is damn funnie

" Anyone can cook " by Chef Gusteau

a great movie... haha

so yeah... fantastic day i suppose... yawnz alright gonna sleep... see u guys ard!!!

cheers,
yw

September ..

2007-09-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

hi everyone...

you know what i think that this world is seriously unfair and twisted... why is it that kind people doesnt have a good ending while evil, bitchy, irritable pple always get away with things and all. Its just so annoying yet i just cannot do anything about it. Who exactly uphold the justice in this world? I cannot help but fathom..

Could it be this freaky phenomenum that causes crime? when people take things into their hands to uphold e justice but in the process got themselves into trouble too. How can they be judged if their actions is correct or wrong?

nvm i dunno why im blogging im just pissed that my life is totally so screwed up. Why didnt i just down pes and save myself all these crap... the next weekend is alreeady the dunno how many-th guard duty ive done for e past 2 mths its really terrible to have one on a weekend and furthermore i have to stay back to do RT on sat morning, which means im booking out in less than 24 hrs and i wont get to spend a night at home on my own bed. Horror of e horrors tats twisting my mind and crashing my mental state... When will these torment all end? Life is already as miserable as it seems ... what happen to my guardian angel... why arent you doing something to help me...

see u guys in 2 weeks time...
cheers,
yw

Burnt Sunday

2007-08-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

hi everyone..

alright... it was a really long week... considering it began on a sunday directly after my block leave... nothing eventful exactly happened during the week... one of e more exciting activity is probably enplaning and deplaning the chinhook... other than that days in camp is as usually dull... Not that i love surprises that spring up to me out of nowhere but o wells i guess im juz bored... Watching and witnessing how time is wasted yet im so helpless about it sux..

today is a total burnt weekend... had 12km run in e morning as e AHM totally ten packets of dots for it straight away... e roads r all cramp up with people... obasans... kids... grandmas... grandpas... students... i think edwin is right- we spend more energy trying to squeeze our way thru than during e run... But its good to see my friends around and say hi to them and all... haha

met up with hao siang, jinyan and ber for lunch at cartel after the run... gosh its so long since ive catch up with jy and hs haha... it was great and we spent so much time talking nonsense in e cartel... But their service is totally dots coz we were practically rolling our eyes... when we go in we werent ushered to a table... and e table we sat at is dirty and omg... we had to request for assistance before one dalida service gal come -_-"" then when we go to get bread there is no bread... when we dispense water from e cambro there is not even a drop... u shld have seen ber rolling his eyes LOL.. but nevertheless the food turned out fine and i did have a great time hearing stories from them haha

o wells... next week have SOC which is totally dots can... i really hate it to the core.. not to mention e on going RT on Sats which i have caused myself to plunge into the program again because according to ber I slacked during block leave.. sigh wth lar... juz when i thought days ahead would be much better... aiks

alright im off to dota, enjoy a few last moments at home and im booking back in at 2200 hrs so early right!!!!! cant we be given a day off tml T.T

sobz, its yw signing off

Summex of Block Leave

2007-08-17T16:52:00.001+08:00

Hi world!!!
oh gosh, my block leave is already ending.. reporting back to camp tml @ 11pm for guard duty sigh... gosh im so gonna get hell coz for e past few days i have been EATING AND EATING AND EATING and NOT EXERCISING @ ALL OMGZ fugly... im totally like some yw-gabba-the-fat-arse @ home sitting down and munching on bits of food now and then... omg fugly... anw, time passed really fast when im @ home and i realise e main reason is one - i revelle @ 10am everyday instead of 530 am.. so technically my day @ home is shortened by 4.5hrs EVERYDAY omgz fugly are they gonna compensate me it T.T

Well the blog leave has gotten ridiculously boring and its as if im not on one at all... well ber is totally having fun @ safti proning in mud and firing his pet gun (gpmg) LOL! then e rest of e guys r all busy in camp and e girls r all in Uni now. aiks im totally like nowhere in this society lar..

so as a summex of my block leave... i mostly slack at home or i went out to shop ard... had jap food for dinner with ber last sat coz drew conveniently pangseh us... T.T then sunday i slacked @ home doing nth... monday went swimming and rented Casino Royale.. totally gutesna... Gosh i totally love bond's car lar... he has dat defrillator thingy... that helps when u have cardiac arrest or heat stroke de... totally gutesna thingy... saves life jor... but his car is really very very nice T.T

then came tuesday stayed @ home to help out with house work

* OKAY AT THIS POINT MY BROWSER ACCIDENTALLY CLOSED OMGZ AUTO SAVE FOR BLOGSPOT ROCKS THANK YOU! *

oh yea i was saying i stayed @ home ~~to help out with house work~~ and started eating my way thru... met up with ju and simone on wednesday and unintentionally watched Perfect Strangers.... haha quite a dalida movie in e beginning and i fell asleep but the ending was quite unexpected.. haha a good twist... then had lunch and back home to slack...

Until today yup friday... OMG let me summarised how much junk food ive eaten juz over e past 5 days
- 12x Waffles (blue berry flavored)
- 1 x 700ml French Vanilla Tiramisu Ice Cream from Magnolia
- 1 x Khong Guan Grape Biscuit
- 1 x Ice Blended Choc Oreo
- 1 x Set A YaKun Kaya Toast
- 1 x Chicken Nuggets from Old chang Kee
- 1 x Takoyaki Sotong
- 2 x Hum Jim Bang
- 2 x You Tiao
- 3 x packets of Munchies Peanut Biscult
- 1 x Pringles BBQ Smoke Flavored
...
...

OMG IM SO GONNA BE SO SCREWED WHEN I RETURN BACK TO CAMP T.T sob
oh gosh e training for e past 6 weeks is totally WASTED, DOWN THE DRAIN SOBBBBB
aiks... this really sucks
nvm ba i shall start from square 1 when i get back in camp. gg yw.. gg

oh yes i guess this is all i did haha before i sign off, i shall present to you my Recipe for e perfect home made waffles (hey, just in case u think that 12 waffles dissolved wastefully in my stomach, you are sooooo wrong mwahhaha)

YW's DIY World Class Standard for Waffles

Materials needed
1 x 700ml French Vanilla Tiramisu Ice Cream (actually any flavor also can)
1 x Packet of Aunt Jemima 16 Waffles Packet [note it says 60% more, get dat one duh]
1 x Philips Bread Toaster [ toasting timings may vary if a diff one is used ]

First you warm up e toaster for about 1.5mins then place e waffles into e toaster singly... then Toast it for about TEN mins. At the 1st 5th Minute interval lift up e cover and turn e waffle around then cover it back and toast for e next 5 mins. Once down, remove e waffle from toaster immediately and air it cool. After which add on 2 scoops of Ice cream on e top and Enjoy e waffle.. :D

Alright should it fail, juz visit any nearest Gelare shop and order the ice cream waffle -__-" LOL

alright, its yw, signing off!

On Block Leave

2007-08-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!!

AIT had finally came to an end... but im afraid that this is just a beginning of my 2 yrs of service in my unit... i cant post pictures of my POP coz im told not to circulate it aiks... But o wells all i can say is im juz glad that the course ended early and all...

my block leave is finally here.. smth which i have been anticipating for eversince my last one ended... but now i realise that it is gonna be the boring-est and dullest and dottest leave ever coz all my friends are occupied with their own work and stuff and it seems quite impossible for us to meet up as yet... but thankfully julianne and simone is nice enuff to accompany mi this poor soul for a day haha cant wait for that!

juz went NTUC and omg we spent like 100++ bucks on the groceries and i think 1/2 of them belong to mi LOL!!!! hey.. its not as if i get many chance to shop for food now and then right.. i guess its fair??? aiks... my reasons hah

o wells i have nothing much to blog about except that i know i have a lot of work to do like changing my bedsheets cleaning up my room so dat i can have one enjoyable week @ home.. aiks...

i feel so relax as if im floating freely in the open sea... sunbathing under the tropical sun and taking sips of lemonade ...

its yw signing off!

Drained

2007-07-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!!! it feels GOOD to be back home and get in touch with civilisation yet again. i am totally tired and shagged and drained from the long week. i couldnt update my blog last week coz it was really too rush came home and my dad said we got to go so dat i wont be late booking into camp. anw i watched harry potter with ber, drew, clar and js last sunday @ plaza singapura. omg the show is quite nice. Specific scenes like the fights between the order and the death eaters and albus dumbedore and voldermort is truely remarkable. But he shld have used more deadly spells rather than his fugly water prison jutsu whihc is so easily broken in the end. aiks. oh yes AND THE my primary purpose of blogging today is to recognise the blondest moment of the year.

Let us present the Most Blondest Moment of the year, nominated for the Most Bondest Momenet in Golden Globe Awards slash The Emmy Awards slash the MTV Awards slash the Golden Horse Award slash Red Star Award goes to Mr Bernard Choo.
Let us re enact the best moment ..

Ber: hey guys lets go the show is starting soon
yw: okay! whihc cinema?
Ber: oh! its erm (blonde eyes skimmed e tickets) cinema 9 (waves his finger) there!
yw and gang: okay lets go!
Usher: Tickets pls ^_^
Ber: Here
Usher: (Rolls Eyes so fast a tends to infinity therefore F tends to infinity) excuse me sir, please proceed to cinema 6 [ S-I-X ]
yw and gang:

LOL yes ber cant differentiate between a 6 and a 9 oh man -_-""
So congrats to ber for getting this prize and thks for e Harry Potter Movie!!! LOL Lets have more bets in e future ^.^
anw the movie went pretty well and after tat we went to Manhanttan Fish Mkt and had a platter of good fried stuff

alright now back to the past week. it was a hellish ~~eternity~~\3 days on tekong island i never felt so shag before and this week is totally a never-seem-to-end week oh gosh and im only given a pathetic sunday to recover before doing my 10km run along east coast tml how perrrrfect -_-""

and f.y.i miss simone lee i am not so free everyday alright im working practically 17hrs everyday and i really dun have much time to reply to ur messages -_-'' i go out in e morning @ 7am and only return back at like wad 12 am -_- how am i suppose to reply e messages and i nearly got a shock when i saw 10 New messages blinking when i booked out last night T.T o wells i shall go rest more

its yw signing off

oh gosh

2007-07-08T17:14:00.000+08:00

i think im gg nuts
really..
i wont be sleeping @ home for e next 2 weeks...
you noe what guard duty sucks

it really sucks
so does RT... why cant i juz pass my friggin IPPT
nth is gg my way

~Life do suck man
19mths to liberation..
may god bless me T.T

its yw signing out

a new chapter

2007-06-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

[[Tea House in a hotel, celebrating Timothy's 1st mth!]]

sigh my hols after bmt is over and juz completed 1 week in my new unit... omg its horrible... i totally miss the good old bmt days.. o wells...

the new harry potter film is really omg-looking i want to watch!!!!! yes ber apparently owes me a ticket and free pop corn to go along with!!!! haha! yea thats one event to look forward to.

and in 1.5hrs time everything will be more expensive by 2% so pls buy more now

great i have nth much to blog about... my mind is in a blank and my flow of thought is totally messed up... time pls accelerate within this 2 yrs.... i want to go to uni!!!! omg i juz totally cant imagine how life will be in the uni... haha

alright i'll end here
its yw signing off!

a blondes talk

2007-06-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

hoi hoi im so frigging bored right now can... e amount of time i spent rolling my eyes at home becuase there are nothing for me to do is probably enough to generate a capacity of energy enough to power up the whole of my neighbourhood -_-""
Maple is getting dots and i cant believe i lost 10.8m like totally just someone tell me what is the probability of failing 3 slots out of 5 with a 60% chance that a scroll would work. FUGLYYYYYYY

Next, im totally having this book in cum posting slash yw's-doom-day blues right now... I DUN WAN MY CIVILIAN LIFESTYLE TO GO BACK TO MILITARY T.T
i cant imagine waking up @ such uncivilised hours... sobs

anw on a lighter note ive copy and pasted some damn funny dialogues and for special effects these were all taken from the blondessss trioooo

[[ A round of applause ]]

chello : Oh ! The police is here. Quick! Jump out of the window
daner : But this is the 13th floor.
chello : Hurry! this is no time for superstitions.

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see lin : Do you love me ?
chello : Yes Dear
see lin : Would you die for me ?
chello : No, mine is undying love

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Simone : How old is your father ?
Ju : As old as me
Simone : How can that be ?
Ju : He became a father only when I was born

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Waiter : I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Daner : Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.

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Teacher: Simone, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as
your brother's. Did u copy his?
Simone: No, teacher, it's the same dog!

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Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Ju : That's why I say she's no good!

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Manager : Sorry, but I can't give u a job. I don't need much help.
Chello: That's all right. In fact, I'm just the right person
in this case. You see, I won't be of much help anyway!

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Teacher: "How do u think Shakespeare wrote such masterpieces?"
Ju: "With a pencil, maam, either a 2B or not 2B."

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Simone: Mum, teacher was asking me today if I have any brothers or
sisters who will be coming to school.
Mama: That's nice of her to take such an interest, dear. What did
she say when u told her you had a younger brother?
Simone: She exclaimed OOOOHHH MYYYYY GODDDDDDD! and fainted on e spot O.o'

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Teacher: "Where were u born?"
Chello: "Singapore"
Teacher: "Which part?"
Student: "All of me"

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Teacher: "Ju, u missed school last Friday."
Ju : "You're wrong"
Teacher: "Wrong, how so?"
Ju : "I was absent, yes but I certainly didn't miss it!"

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A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between
'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up.
"Ok, answer, Chello," said the teacher.
Chello : "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and
'illegal is a sick eagle."

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Simone : How much to have this tooth pulled?
Chello : $90.00.
Simone: $90.00 for just a few minutes work???
Chello: I can extract it very slowly if you like.

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Ju came home from school with his exam results.
"What did u get?" asked her mama.
"My marks are under water," said the Ju.
"What do u mean 'under water'?"
"They are all below 'C'level"

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Wahaha just for laughs i hope you guys wont mind. O.o not so petty right wahahaha
alright im off to dotA i tell you lanaya is damn bitchy pls try her when u have e guts mwahaha

its yong wen signing off!

Moments

2007-06-15T17:38:00.000+08:00

Isn't it sometimes surprising how much a photo can stir up one's feelings- the touch, the smell, the sight, the taste and the sound. Captured images are like stilled moments that seems precious to us and sometimes we wish that time will just stop there and that event will just repeat itself over and over again.

Sometimes i wonder what will happen to this world once it reaches its maximum or rather the question is will there be that 'maximum'? We are still clueless at this point in time. What if decades after decades, centuries after centuries and when that day comes everything might just reset and we may just re-live those moments we wished time would halt...

More often than not i wish time will just stay still just like captured images and i will still be the innocent me having a simple life going to school and having fun with friends. No responsibilities, no worries, no nothing... Life seems to be so fantabulous then..

Sadly these are just impossible and we all have to move on...

Anyway today i went to see a dermatologist at the Singapore Skin Centre and omg i tell you the 11b totally rox my sox its like totally " One Card to Rule them all " i was so shock when the pharmacist told me that the SAF has beared all payment so you may now exit the centre, have a nice day!

oh man i was totally stunned coz 1st time in my life i get to walk out w/out paying for my medicine haha and darn i shld have demanded some skin moisturisers and toners and SKII whitenin' ... tekong sun is seriously deadly ...

and i'll be getting my copy of command and conquer 3 - tiberian wars later like totally omg can... e childhood game that ive enjoyed like totally haha

and julianne if ure reading my blog right now yea im kinda copying ur format haha next time we exchange photographs ya! lol!

-its yw signing off!

back to camp 1 last time

2007-06-10T14:42:00.000+08:00

sian booking in in 3 hrs time siannage-------
but this will be e last time im gonna book in to tekong le!!!! yea mamanem!

and check this out!

[[Viewers Discretion]] - Eh click on it to enlarge if u cant see e words boxed up in red lolx

OMG! i almost fell off my chair when i saw e personal message... LOL i dunno why but i juz found it funny. lol. okay im signing off nth to blog about -sian, bored

its yw signing off

6 more days to POP!

2007-06-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

6 more days to POP P O P O 6 more days to POP P O P OP
no more SOC... no more IPPT 6 more days to POP P O P O P!!

omg... 9 weeks of BMT training in tekong has finally come to an end... isnt it amazing how time flies... i could still remember surviving 2weeks confinement in camp... tat was really miserable haha... anw its pop next wednesday!!!! haha congrats to all REC who enlist the same time as me that we have all made it this far safe and sound!

As for bernard im so gonna congratulate him for his imminent successful posting to OCS and fufilling his dreams as an evil, b1tchy officer who wishes to go back to tekong and tekan e specs... (oh no hes soooo gonna slap me)

Anw i juz hope 2 yrs will fly past quickly juz like my A Levels... Well nothing much to blog about i'll think of more to blog soon :D

its yw signing off

End of Beginning

2007-05-31T11:46:00.000+08:00

omg im back from camp... after 3 days of madness and shagness and fatigue im back sitting down and enjoying civilisation yet again...

the past 3 days or rather e past 2 weeks was a total horror...
Everyday was BCCT- SOC - Arms Drill
BCCT- SOC - Arms Drill

omg everyday last week was deja vu with compiling shagness that seems to be overwhelming and endless... omg i definitely dun wanna repeat that ever again

and for e past 3 days its SOC/day like omg can and on the last evaluation SOC we had to do ippt ON E SAME DAY OMgz like omggg but im juz glad that ive passed my ippt so there is nth to worry about.. but i still failed my soc zzz wad a dread..

anw yea i saw bernard sweeping the roads near his coy line and happy sweeping away as he performs his duty as the platoon Ic LOL big shot b1tch sia...
but i muz acknowledge the part stabbing himself with e promethium tip and slitting his wrist with his 11b is really really funny and o pls we all waited very very very long for e hand grenade throw... anw e worst r over we r juz left with our gP le! hah!

anw i guess its time to indulge myself with good food since ippt is over! (oh ber dun read this) lol.. and i guess yup its good to be back. home sweet home T.T

its yw signing off~

2weeks gone again

2007-05-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

sigh im feeling super depressed and terrible now.. booking in soon and i just felt that time always passes so fast when we want it to go slowly. And im gonna spend 6days out there in the jungle feeding mosquitoes and all i think i'll just faint...
Still im looking forward to the end of May when things should get a bit better..

sigh 6 days... how i wish it can pass asap... alright im gonna get ready to go... hopefully i can survive T.T god bless me T.T

its yw signing off

P.s. Congrats to those who have applied successfully into the courses they want!

The Last Goodbye

2007-04-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

This tune is very nice adapted from youtube
its Sadness and Sorrows from Naruto Soundtrack!
Thks to e pianist who showed this!

Hi guys…

Alright.. today marks the end of my nearly-4mths-long-holiday-after-ALvls
YES im gg to serve the country right from tml… today is also my last day being a civilian…

I guess there is nothing that last forever.. that includes my freedom.. this is a very good example I suppose.. Anw I wanna say a big thank you to Bernard for playing maplestory with me though I know I ps u a lot in both maplestory and DotA games haha and our Sista will remain as it and they will soar to reach greater heights one day! As for Ron thks also for playing dotA with us though ½ the times ur presence was least expected! Not forgetting thunderous simone and funnie julianne (ni) haha thnks having our last dinner over @ minds café. A great place for fun and food!

ive already gotten all my stuff packed… hopefully it can last me for at least 2weeks.. im feeling so miserable now coz its like even Ron and Bernard r gone… I’ll definitely miss my maple and dotA days… I guess this is juz parts and parcels of life which I have to figure everything out… I just hope that it wouldn’t be that badddd though I know chances r vvv high that it will turn out so bad -_-“ (stay positive yw! T_T) O.o

Anw for those that are already inside I’ll be joining u… sobz and for those lucky double x chromosomes-mers have fun in the Uni… u all can continue mugging for the next 3 yrs.. :D

Well I guess this is it.. I’ll see you guys soon in 2weeks time! Meanwhile stay healthy and have fun with what you’re doing now!

Gambatay!!!

yw, signing out..

ron u dots

2007-03-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

Okay ron u dots b1tch ask me to do this thingy zzzz u noe im a vvvvvv busy individual... *lol*
anw yea this shall entertain me for 15mins ..

alright so that disgusting r0nauld Lohhh tagged and say i have to post my 6 weirdest habit
oh gosh lets see

--> 1
i love talking to myself when im alone *dun gimme dat look zzz*
or re enact a scene i really like in a show and pretend im that coolest character in it

---> 2
i will stare into space blankly easily for 90% of my free time and when pple talk to me usually only 20% of the talk's content goes into my brain .. oh did i mention that 20% is already a bonus? O.o

--> 3
ever since holidays start the first thing i wake up is to switch on my computer and go back to sleep for another 30 mins. dun ask me why i start up my com 1st its just weird

---> 4
i have this habit of dotting people yes i know ron will go YAR!!! he uses packets of dots to express his 'speechlessness' for e.g.

Ron: ha ha ha i am roooonauldddd lohh
yw: a packet of dots for u -_-"

--->5
i have very cool expressive words which i picked up from jinyan bern they all includes
gutesna, dalida, mamaneem, mama, b1tch, tiniuniu which are vvv funnie and my friends can identify me immediately given those words. RIGHT ROOONAULD??

---> 6
damn the last one.. this is tricky im running out of habits.. erm erm.. ooo yes yes my last weirdest habit is instead of saying hihi, hiie, hello, good morning etc to my good frenz i will usually go hi u b1tch :D so yea so dun be too alarm :D im juz being friendly as usual. yea mama

alright tats it.. fancy cracking my bain for these weird habits of mine.. oh gosh am i weird?
O.o

its yw signing out

singaporeans

2007-03-22T19:39:00.000+08:00

waha! im back!!!!
im totally addicted to naruto *all berns fault*
Ninja Art: Rosengan!!!!!! (wehehe my fave jutsu)

anw the weekend was gutesna.. we were lured into a jap cuisine buffet by glenn when he assured us it was 19.90 but ended up 25.50 +++ which snowballed to 3o pac. -_-" arigatok gozaimas glenn. anw.. though our wallets ended up with burnt holes.. but i must say e food they serve is of good expectations (oh and i would have said great if they have improve on their tepanyaki.. it was a total disaster). anw the food was relatively okay and we had a lot of fun eating and talking haha. It was hard to begin coz i wan to take and eat a lot without losing my glam side.. but bern was totally "who cares about glam??? " Bern says: We r Singaporeans! oooo with that inspiring quote burning in my stomach, my hands began to sweep the food on e trays efficiently onto my own plate ^_^ WE R SINGAPOREANS!!!!! 3 easy to say yet powerful words that will make u go "yea mama i think the amount paid was all worthy" lol.. so yea we began taking lots of food. and these 3 words r so powerful we can use under so many circumstances

case1:
yw: oh ber why r u taking so many soya sause we dun eat dat much u noe
ber: who cares! WE R SINGAPOREANS
yw: yea mama

case 2:
yw: omg glenn r u sure u can fininsh this plate of tempura mountains?
glenn: WE R SINGAPOREANS
yw: yea mamaneem

case3:
yw: omg ber pls stop pushing around there r plenty of food left
ber: oh pls WE R SINGAPOREANS
yw: oh yea

so u see its a very powerful 3 words that shouldnt be ignored.. WE R SINGAPOREANS. lol so whenever u go and eat buffet please remb to use these 3 words to motivate yourself to BE SINGAPOREAN.

oh good grieve.. e NTU application is juz soooooooo pain in a neck... T.T
its yw signing off

impending doom..

2007-03-16T09:30:00.000+08:00

Alright it has been very very long since i last updated.. totally obsessed with maple these days..
so nth exactly significant happened thus far since e last post which is partially the reason why i didnt update *lol excuses excuses*

anyway mi ron 'n' simone watched Pursuit of Happyness lol and dat show arrr though its v nice but its super zzz like i wonder if its sheer exggeration or reality that will smith is depicting this world. but whichever case is its quite a nice movie to catch.

anw my dreaded day 13april will come soon.. and drew and clar juz went in T.T oh no.. im juz less than 30days away from my dooms day T.T im totally siandiao right now.. i'll miss my civilian life and all ... but i juz hope dat i can get this over and done with... 2yrs jor.. say long not long, say short not short disgusting... consequence of the aggressive nature of man. darn.

alright i shall end here...

siannage- tired

2007-02-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

hi world.. i realise my blog is dead - again.. yeah im super busy these days with.. ahem yes maple (eeek dun gimme that look i know which look is that) anw im really vvvv sian juz wanna chiong my mage to a decent lvl and assist jo in vikings slaying mwahaha and revenge for my xhh for he died not once but TWICE @ vikings omg fugly creatures..

and i cant help but feel sian coz i know of my impending doom.. sian.. argh.. o pls gimme strength to make sista lv80 T.T alright ba i shall go train le sighhhhh juz some guso pics of my char!

A Whole New World

2007-01-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

hey world!
oh no i realise my blog is so dead since christmas.. well so many things happened and i obviously cant wait to share what i have experienced since christmas. alrihgt, i'll discuss chronologicially, one event after another.. this is so going to be a long blog entry! so seat back, rub your eyes, have a nice cup of coffee by your side and relax as u plough my entry..

Event 1: Trip to Taipei
yup i went to taipei for about 7 days from christmas to new years day. i can tell you the experience is fantabulous.. esp when u're thrown into a country that uses mainly chinese... its horrible.. so its quite a nice temperature of 18 deg celcius.. like a fully air conditioned country. Rocks totally.

yup, this is my family photo at Da Zhong Zi Zheng, a memorial hall for the 1st taiwan president! my dad, my mum, my sisters and bro-in-laws and my 2 little adorable nephews O.o!! haha so after visiting the memorial halls, we went Xi Men Ting to shop and you know most shopping areas have this direction board where it states the names of the shops which are filed according to their categories of sale... i saw something unbelievable

*dISCLAIMER* the content below is not suitable for young kids of age 18 and below. and if you cannot handle offensive and explicit nature of content, do not look at the image below. LOL

oh no like wth is that.. totally dots! i wonder what they sell, oh pls do not ask me coz we never go there... doubt their clothes are of any nice design -__- ""
oh well then we went to ji long, ye liu (tats my MSN display pic) jiu fen, and some hot springs in taiwan like omg HOT HOT HOT it was like burning hot la!!! then when i got out of the spring i feel so fainty and giddy like very omg feeling (p.s. its more shiok than the SPA in showa town LOL!! ) haha so yea, and the next image is of course the hotel that im staying in. its totally awesome!!!! called Gala Hotel, Why? because there is a computer @ the lobby which rocks my sox!!!!!!! thank god there is a com, or else im juz gg to die due to withdrawal symtoms!

haha yea, rocks totally! so my stay in taiwan is not very very long but i totally enjoyed it and last buy not the least, fireworks at the Taipei101 building, which is famous for the fact that it is the tallest skyscraper in the world currently standing @ _____ Ft opps, you go do your own research -_-" we have no tour guides k! =D sorry i coudnt capture e real fireworks on the building coz i was recording it, so those who want to see e fireworks, you ask mi for the VCD k? wahahah. The night the fireworks were over the Sun Yat San Memorial Hall was totally flooded with people and the pple were practically walking on e roads..... like totally human road block la! but its a well worthy experience... once in a lifetime! The taxi drivers all very cute also when he drove us there to watch he kept saying (in chinese) " alot of pple wo!!! 好恐怖ow! " damn cute i tel you they are damn cute. but its really 好恐怖ow!!! haha damn cute! and their service is serious PERFECT. Not even singapore can match up. When you go Ding Tai Feng... oh no they all will greet you in a line and 不好意思 is their fave phrase when they make a mistake! LOL. Alright so my conclusion to my trip to taiwan: i give 8 wens out of 10 wens!! Its a place worth to go to get yourself all cultured up!

Event 2: Stepping into the New Year
alright, as year 2007 officially begins, im no longer a student.. and that feeling kinda sucks because now im e unemployed strata in e society, damn sucky la. and i felt that im neither here nor there and im juz maplling away my time at home but i have no idea what i want to do! And, on top of that my friends are all going into army already and my buddylist, msn contact list, going out to check things out list ALL SHRINKING! sigh i feel so sianded.. then when i go into army in april they are all done with their BMTs and i will have to start mine. LIKE OMG friggin' sian!!!!!!!! my new year resolutions: (i know this is a bit the late) but i want to be a better person, well mannered, be physically and mentally stronger and at the same time treats everyone around me with more respect and heeding elder's advice and i hope everyone will stay healthy and fit for the rest of the year!

Now that i have no school i feel so lost yet again.. looking at those kiddies coming home from sch in the afternoon just bring back the past warmth feeling when we always look forward to the end of school during my secondary school days.. walking on the same path as i always have but the feeling is all gone.. i felt as if my youth has been sucked out leaving an old and senile mi walking on the streets! and i tell you i miss my friends a lot! When i saw those teenagers walking in groups gg to nightmarkets with their friends, its soooo annoying cos i really miss my friends and esp when i saw this group of friends ard my age watching the taipei101 fireworks.. i really miss my friendS! sigh, o well time doesnt go back i guess i just have to move on and find myself more friends! haha

so yeah for michelle, go on and type faste than 30wpm LOL, for simone and ju sell more bras !!! then can get pay rise! for sl, cy, benji, jo and all those in army now I WILL JOIN U LATER !!!!! and for glenn, hope u can wrap up ur projects soon and may you find yourself a good job attachment.. and bern.. i hope we'll find a job soon and get out of the depths of the society! and may xiaohunhun reach lv100 in no time!

alright guys thats all im writing and blogging will blog more frequently from now onwards! meanwhile do whatever youre doing now with all you've got! life is short, maximise it!

Outta Town!

2006-12-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

hey guys will be out of town till next year! (lol 1jan la)
so yeah anything just tag mi <<<

will update my trip to taiwan!
so take care and see ya!
P.s. Have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Bern and jo : Jiayou in Maple!!!! Roar!

Its yw signing off!

Overwhelmed

2006-12-10T08:04:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!!

geezh i guess i haven't really been updating my blog for quite some time already haha. Alright.. so chronologically, Grad Night came first and it was at meritus mandrain on thurs 30/11 haha. It was quite okay and Matilda sang some songs for us!!! kudos. Well basically its just an event where people can mass spam flashes really.

heh, i guess its a lot of fun (p.s. what's with alicia's face???? shes drunken???? LOL- my best gal pal eh)

NExt, Class Chalet @ NSRCC was totally hyper! its like i didnt sleep for the whole night and next day we still went biking for 14km like omg. and guess why we bike for? To eat Macs -_-"" then that seelin ah said smth like "u all rent the bikes and bike until butt sore just to eat macs?? just call for mac delivery la cheaper than bicycles rental" HA HA. -_-"" actually he does have a point though. nevertheless i guess its still the experience that counts! so yeah we left the 2nd day after diiner with my friends. I am so glad that i have my quilt and bolster for the night!!!!

Lastly, the event yesterday. ->Going in place of my mum for a wedding banquet @ Hyatt was probably the best choice ive made thus far. The food there is omg. Highly recommended that you go there to try. THe cold dish came and i think its a total pwnage to other hotels.. they actually serve sushi, jap eel, fried dumplings etc. Their serving size is just gutesna. Not too much, not too little. Like omg i totally enjoyed last night dinner to the core lar!!!!!! SUper gutesna!

alright time to stop. Have to do some mapling le! sO, see ya and take care!

Relax Relax

2006-11-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey guys

Right now, im blogging with a normal heartbeat of 80beats/sec at a very peaceful.. tranquil state.. This is rare and has not happened over more than 24 months. so i must enjoy this moment this magical period of time when my body can recover physically, mentally and spiritually after being tormented and languishing in the most fearful event :exams.

yeah that would be 2 years of no brain work. kudos. Alrihgt im quite sad that i have not done anything productive since my last chemistry paper.. ive been playing computer games for almost everyday and it seems that my shortsightedness has worsen due to obsessive gaming. shyt. Anw, juz misc, for those who game, i realise putting a calculator beside ur computer reaps many advantages:

1) in maplestory: u can calculate the prices and items correctly and prevent being scammed

2) in dotA: (very helpful) can be used to calculate the effective mana cost before launching an attack. If calculated mana cost > total available mana pool (strategically NOT feasible). lol. and trust me, it works very well. esp with casters.. in particular Queen of Pain.. Dun be like me, blink in bite and opps no mana for freezing field. It is NOT glam.

Meanwhile i cant wait for christmas to come.. haha coz its like my fave festive event of the year.. oh well im off to relax and watch TV. Heh.
its yw signing off!

Tranquility Restored

2006-11-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey fanS!!!
hehe im finally back and writing my first blog entry after so long!!!
basically the A Levels Exams are FINALLY over. no more tutorials no more homework no more sch no more lectures no more CCA no more BINDING SCHOOL RULES SO yeah and kudos! from now on, my brain still take a good rest from all the gruelling and disgusting tasks

well it is amazing how i actually managed to pull thru this catastropic event.. well i guess most of us will have to go thru it.. although i have might survive this disaster... but lets take a look @ my health and well being

mental stability - down 0.5% from the norm due to excessive stress and scares
cardiovascular tolerance- down 50% due to lack of exercise and clogging of fats around arteries
fun factor- down 20% due to lack of games

yeah so can tell im not very sane right now, definitely on the FAT side and not fit and very dull yeah i guess i will just have to recover..

everyone seems to be so happy today.. haha of course its like the last day of exams.. hmm yeah prom night is next on my list.. so exciting coz ive never been to one before...
oh yeah michelle ang is on a holiday trip to china.. Lucky her lar im jealous.. geesh

alright i;ll keep u guys updated meanwhile, maple rocks and xhh is now 67 haha 3 more lvls to go!!! kudoS and jiayou!!

see ya, its yw signing off!

argh

2006-10-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

argh less than 2more weeks!!! omgz..

days of hell like-resemblance

2006-10-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

basically it has been hell.. really with no sheer exaggeration or whatsoever i have been in living hell for the past months for as long as i can recall... I have nothing to say except being emotionally wrecked and mentally thorn apart. It is just so unfair and unjustified for what had befall on me. I couldnt fight cause i have no strength i couldnt resist cause resistance is futile. So what can i do? I am currently clueless and felt like a lost soul which has been banished to suffer for eternity with no hopes, no dreams, no inspirations, no motivation. I see nothing but a void of darkness that lurks around me, constantly absorbing me into it. I hope i can sleep for eternity really.. i hate this but there is nothing i can do. I cant seem to be getting anything right nor am i on the right track.

i am so physically and mentally worn out i feel i might just break down anytime. Can i really survive till the end of the A levels and left unscathed? i wondered but a resounding 'no' is something that i hear. It is saddening and hopeless for me i know. i dont know if i shld fight it or let it consume me for the latter is being so easy. I am really trying and there is nothing much i could do. its really negligible.

believe me, for it being coincidental or what i have no evil intention of what i did. If 3 years of friendship proves to be nothing but reduced to this pathetic state just because it is a misunderstanding then im sorry to say it is indeed fragile. Nevertheless i hope this incident will be over and that we can all sort things out calmly once our ordeal is over

i am really wrecked and have no inspirations. What can i do? Will God please give me directions to guide me out of this mess?

bad days and bumpy roads

2006-09-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

It was quite an enjoyable weekend for me, a long one considering my prelim exams ended on wednesday and it was a all hell break loose for many of us. Well to be honest i was very disappointed of my pathetic performances... i dun even want to see my results.. they are totally fugly. i didnt do a lot of stuff other than enjoying myself and totally obsessed with jeffrey michael's classical pieces.. esp his first four pieces from his album evolution. Totally worthy its 18.90 for 2 CDs in a pack of one. haha.

Today i went to Macs to study with kel about mechanics and i think its so cool... its totally perfect! damn fun i must say its so much more enjoyable to do as compared to sadistic statistics. -_-"" Sigh.. i tot i saw on newspaper that Apple has decided to be friendly and selling their 1st generation of iPod Nano @ S$199 ... Tat was what they advertised for.. but underneath that friendly mask comes a sharp and wicket scythe.. So much for being naive enough to accept such dubious proposition... ultimately, theres always a catch to cheap stuff.. and the catch is i have to pay by UOB card or a debit card and that pathetic iPod Nano is only ONE GIGABYTE. like omg. Me and kel rolled our eyes 720deg before exiting the shop like so dots can. thats it, im not buying any more apple products i shall turn to samsung...

Its horrible.. but for the time being i suppose my MuVo can help me through this time for the time being at least.. since i dun have many songs haha. yeah.. sigh tml is week 3 of term 4 like the finaly term im spending in CJC can. its like kinda fast really... i felt as if my journey has ended just when im starting to adapt to JC life. Besides i havent really think ive spent enough time with my friends at all! 39 days exactly to A Levels and 50+days to independence +all hell break loose day. Im looking forward to it! O well.. so everyone mug hard yeah but dun forget to relax...

P.S. Badminton Fiesta Fall-Winter06 will be coming soon!
-its yw, signing off

end of a chapter begining of another

2006-09-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

hi fellow readers..

alright.. it was really a bumpy ride. My prelims is now my biggest atrocity thus far. It was totally .. I cant believe how stupid i can get.. its like i cant even do simple questions. See.. everyone is doing so well and cheering for their great success as they slowly move towards their goals and attaining the Zen level.. and what about me?! im still suppress under the mountain with no progress. Very sucks de can.
i know, kel is giving me this dubious look right now but its true. im NOT faking
See, this is what happens after every paper ..

see? everyone is discussing with smiles and laughters.. ONLY me.. still struggling to get out of my storms and drowning rains... like what can i do? sometimes i suppose its just demoralising to find out that no matter how hard i try the result will still be the same and i just find that my energy is running out and that i seriously wonder if i can even hang on until A levels finish.. but for now, prelims is over... i should kick myself hard out of my stupor and get ready for the whole new adventure for the next 41 days while i slog it out... i must perservere !!!!
Set up: Drive Ignition

other than the gruesome ordeals i sustained emotionally this week, nothing great actually happened.. quite sad eh. i juz feel so tired both mentally and physically. argh i nid some drugs to really boost my metabolism rate and all geesh my room is like a dog kernel as what my mum usually comments.. yeah books, files, papers, eraser dust, dust, towels, clothes are all scattered around. O.o Argh i hate cleaning up. this is gonna take me one whole night..

oh yeah so i declare thursday as 'Play Day'. for those who agree with my idea GO play it out! GO and have fun! and its time to connect to the terminals for recharge!!! so yeah.. alright im off for now.. see ya around!

its yw signing off!!!!

half gone

2006-09-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey faithful readers!!! if there is any..

geesh it was a horrific week and ive been dismembered at least twice this week after sitting through the chemistry and physics paper like omg... totally destructive.. like what cho yau said Lvl 1 VS lvl 25 Roshan. Roar! omg.. thats scary sigh im so gonna fail my prelims and get slapped again! this feeling sucks can. and its absolutely scary and saddening that no matter how hard i try i will still be on square one. WHY CANT I PROGRESS ALONG WITH MY PEERS!!!!! argh. i think im so gonna cushion the class. oh wait everyone's hovering at the rainbow discussing about good grades. they dun nid my cushioning. T_T.

yeah after reading benyap's blog i cant help but laugh yeah! why cant chlorine and iodine and all the organic family all go eat shyt. so many reactions. like totally for what. in the end even if we really go work in industry do you think we will go and oh i need to find out that acid concentration of this little slutty ethanonic acid lets see, lets first measure its ph value using a pH meter and then shift log (-value) and then oh perfect found the hydrogen ions concentration then square it because its approx the same and then divide the dissociation constant. Like WOW you tell me which idiot does that. like totally wtf. i use to love chemistry but when i see chemistry at A levels its tiniuniu totally not practical. they should teach us how to mix intelligence potion or good looking potions yeah more practical.

argh next week still got 1 paper each like please slap them away... i cant believe im so dead.. worse than my O levels prelims... At this rate im so gonna get screwed. Oh yeah so i went to island creamery yesterday with my frenz again. hah the mud pie totally rocks. its like Oreo+ReversO+cookies cream juz rock the house. buT!!!! the bake rice was totally cmi. its like super dry u eat le the dryness will actually start absorbing your saliva. like eating silicon dioxide like that disgusting.. then they are so stingy with the cheeze OMG! its like
no. of mols of cheeze = 1 X 10^ -100000000 moldm-3
like so dotS! totally inedible stuff.. but i heard the fish bake rice was worse.. sigh oh yeah so much work to do yet im still blogging.. better go finish more papers :S sigh take care and god bless!!!!!

its yw signing off!!!
(geesh i juz put on another 2 kg. )- yw is fat!

choppy chopsticks!

2006-09-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

hi wonderful and faithful blog readers.. it has been days since i last blog haha been kinda busy with my work.. geesh i cfm cannot finish by prelims. sigh.
alright so i was tuning in to power98 while doing my homework and the DJ was talkin about using chopstick and trivials about it. i think its interesting so im gonna share it.. haha

so
tRiVIALS of chopsticks

36% of the world population uses chopsticks.

and i dont think you'll believe it but some scientists have came up with the MATHEMATICAL formula to calculate the comfort level of using chopstick!!!

cool isnt it? now, you'll definitely ask what are those symbols representing?
well its as follows
C = comfort factor

C0 = 30 (incorporates unknown information i.e: length of chopsticks and angle of chopsticks)

N = number of Chinese meals eaten with chopsticks

n = (the Greek letter 'eta') texture parameter including shape, softness and crumbliness (a piece of meat is easy to pick up and has a texture parameter close to 1, a grain of rice is not so easy and would have a tiny value of 0.05)

a = (the Greek letter 'alpha') slipperiness of food (the stickier it is the closer the value to 1)

d = diameter of food (cm)

m = mass of food (grams) t = plate to mouth transit time (seconds)

geesh arent you glad that this is not in you syllabus? haha and some jap phrases you can use when...

somone is stuffing food in already filled mouth with chopstick
shout: " gomibashi!!!! "

someone is licking the ends of the chopstick
yell: " niburibashi!!!! "

someone is waving the chopsticks indecisively over the food
bark " miyoiibashi!!!! "

haha cool isnt it? and the last fact of the day: what is the phobia for chopsticks?!
ITS----- consecotaleophobia

hehe so thats something new today!!!! haha.
To Source

alright so thats the trivial for the week..

i find the this week passed absolutely fast and its like gonna be prelims in 2 days time. im super stress lar. But thankfully we played badminton on wednesday and i feel so much more relieved after the game having been laugh until my stomach is complaining on the excess air i gulped in for opening my mouth so frequently. Kelvin was just so dots. he used the badminton racket cover to whack the ball which is like so doTS! its like the "poopped" sound was sooo intimidating n i swear i almost slipped and fall due to vigourous laughing. yes we won bernard haha we won the badminton fiesta autumn06 i tot its a nice name yeah mamameen (adopted by hs the bitch) Yeah i guess it was a fun filled wednesday which reinforced as a stress buster as well as a exercise event.

geesh i felt so good after "excreting" all the fats and unhealthy toxins accumulated in my body due to excessive stress and bad eatin habits. Yes and to my horror my fitness level now is totally unacceptable. FAT my gosh i think im FAT geesh.. cannot muz shed more lard next time. yeah more badminton and more exercise! alright i think ive blogged enough for this week.. so yeah check out my blog next week for more trivial updates plus mourns for the papers in the first week! . its yw, signing out!

road to destruction

2006-09-03T11:47:00.000+08:00

hey guys!

nothing much happening occured to me as usual but i guess its just my normal way of living on planet earth. i went to bishan community centre with bernard, hao siang, jinyan, aaron and ben yap haha and it was quite productive at first, but my productivity sort of declined after lunch break which is very not right. so when i first arrived at bishan i though ben meant the library but i saw this picture (to the best of my ability i have to illustrate this...)

i have no idea why but people are all plastering themselves at the glass door also dunno for wad.. its like so dots. and got this camera men all set and ready to take mutiple shots and max his memory chip. super dotS! then i was like "cant be!" then suddenly out of nowhere a memory bolt kinda jolted me "CC" oh yes! of course how can i possibly mistaken CC for library! i danced with joy and hurried towards the majestic brick red walled bishan community centre. oh perfect.. i rushed up and ben yap came out and greeted me with his rolling eyes tectic. which is so dots. haha. and jinyan came thereafter followed by aaron and haosiang. sigh, like what can i say? bernard is always the last one to pop in and pretend that hes on time :D damn! i waited for so long under the freezing field condition can?! so omg lar. freaking cold lounge.

and there were like so many muggers around my desk.. totally scary.. after like 4 hrs we decide to go for luncheon @ junction 8. gosh its CROWDED its like they should really revise the population density in bishan... its so omg. next time singapore will concave downwards at bishan coz its just heavy.. like so dotS?

we had KFC which is Chicken not fish bernard, i will never in my life ask u what type of fish you want when we go dine @ K F CHicken. argh. and im not gonna order for you " 2 piece chicken meal with drinks, coleslaw change to cheese fries, " thats triple dots for you. -_-" i may be blur but not that blur till the extent of a blonde. -_-

alright then on our way back to the lounge....... this peculiar phenomenon happened the LIBRARY IS MANISFESTED BY MANY MANY PEOEPLE until the sliding doors have trouble closing... so bernard was suggesting this: (again to my best ability to illustrate)

yes the aunties and obasans are gathering furiously around the cookery sections busily scribling whatever that interest them. oh no fugly... haha but i guess simone and daner shld join them. the obaaaasans gathering. haha like totally hilarious.

so i left them around 6 coz i figure out that im actually disturbing them by poping by their desks occassionally and i feel so weak. my mana is just pathetic. nvm i shall go buy a vitality booster someday.. hehe not funnie.

and Guess what? ive finished episde 12 of nanoha A's episode. Hyate-chan ROCKS big time. Wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg hyate-chan.... (eyes pop out heards)

alrihgt i guess its enough to blog for today, haha if later can i upload the video onto my blog :D so see ya! its yw, signing off!

devastated

2006-09-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

only 1 word, 4 syllabus... DE-VA-STA-TED

oh no im so going to fail my gp prelims. argh and its like the fIRST paper! like hello?! hate it lar. im so going to get slapped from north south east west..

so prelims is just 1 week away and i haven even started much. gosh how slack can i get... im so gonna die and get slapped again.

nothing much eventful happened these days.. except watching the nanoha season, can harokin hurry up upload the last 2 episodes of season 2! coz i cant wait!!! argh geesh... i almost cried when i watch the episode on christmas eve.. haha so touching man..

er oh yeah i feel so bored. got to do some mugging today i have to.. if not its a mega

yes a mega GG (good game) for me. which is why im soooooooooooooooooo stress now argh..

alright time to go and do some serious work.. meanwhile do jiayou for everyone just another less than 60 days everything will be over soon! (i hope) ! so see yar!

yw, signing off

Long time no blog

2006-08-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

alright.. i guess i have been kept pretty much busy these days... like totally cmi..
Alright im now officially addicted to the anime series; Nanoha

Its sooo cool im telling u thats the kind of anime they should produce more!!! omg they are soooo cool looking!!!!! sigh yet at the same time im struggling with my homework and revision. things arent lookin too good really..

so yeah.. thursday is like GP prelims... and im least prepared for it... Can someone like slap me awake!!! (i meant it in the metaphorical sense if you were thinking of helping me -_-" nevertheless thnks! )

im like hopeless lar... sometimes i just hate myself so much...

i believe.......

its yw, signing out.

im back!!

2006-08-27T10:19:00.000+08:00

alright guys... im so going to use blogger again.. cos for some reasons i think wordpress is very inappropriate and getting worse ... my last post over there wont show up. damn.. anw it has been a rough week for me.. and i haven have enough rest at all... im gonna suffer from mental breakdown lar.

im so not use to my empty computer.. but im sure i will get use to it some day.. and i feel so sad coz my xiaohunhun and griffinkid photos are all washed off into the information rubbish chute.. sigh T_T

gosh yes yes prelims is starting on thurs and i can tell u i have not at all done any substantial revision to score a DDDDDDDDDDDDDecent grade. seriously.. i have this bad feeling that is constantly giving me weird vibes..

nothing exactly interesting pop up along the course of last week.. actually i feel that my life is so dull and uninteresting.. i really hate it. my friends are like all progressing well and moving ahead as they gather more work and information.. but im STILL creeping back in square one. sometimes when i see myself in this pathetic state i cant help but feel sorry for myself... so many of my friends have become so successful... yet i am still a pathetic me.. its like no matter how hard i try i just cannot escape from it. i can fathom why and i feel like giving up... really... i think im realy gonna breakdown soon.

sigh..
p.s. i'll try to get back my tagboard :D

Change in blog address

2006-07-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

as of 20-7-2006, chanyw.blogspot.com has officially moved to a new location on the world wide web.

please visit griffinkid.wordpress.com for more details
see ya there!

silver happiness

2006-07-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

ITS totally OMMMMMMG !!!!
i actually passed my napha test with silver !!!! and i broke all my records!!! like totally gutesna! whooo!!! lets do a recall of what happened...
first after jumping for 8 times and on the 8th jump...

my gosh even mrs tan actually stared in shock.. haha such a tyco jump la!!! so my broad jump has improved by 15cm to reach a all new hi score of 227cm !!!! my gosh im soooooo happy!!! (really thnks mrs tan!! for giving me so many chances! )

and my pull ups has increased by 1 now its 5 ^_^ and shuttlerun i have hasten by 0.5secs to 10sec AND sit and reach i have increased my flexibility by 1cm! hah! only sit ups remain at >42 which is sooo perfect!!! and i tell u when i finished all my 5 stations it was raining.. darn i have to wait until 5pm then i can take my 2.4km run which was like the determining factor of my silver... the suspense was a real killer :(

I must REALLY thank the t-19ers who came down to cheer me up @ the track it was totally AMAZING!! (oh no so blonde) At least all your efforts and perspirations did not went down the drain!! haha

i tell you by the 2nd round i can feel the oxygen (my fave molecules when it comes to run) has been backstabbing me by oxidising my poor throat.. that feeling sucks man.. i thought i couldnt make it until ron ervin seelin and eug start running with me and really push me for the last round haha so in the end.. i hit the finish line slapping off my previous record of 11.48min and replacing it with 11.28min.

OMG!!! im soo happy lar! and i seriously dashed like mad to the finishing point! YES I DID IT!!! omgz i passed my napha test!!! i swear if i had any more energy i would have dance just like the blonde in the video lar!!! Its totally amazing!!!! haha thats a reduction for my NS next year!!! whooahhooo!!!

Thnks to all that came down to support me !!!! haha esp those that ran with me too!! haha couldnt have done it without you guys!!!!! ^_^ (and mich and shing and rach and simone haha nice cheering eh) so happy

alright i know my blog is abit cmi so yeah bear with it while i try to fix the technical err. ZZzz alright im soo happy i shld go dancE!!!! This is sooooo aMAZING!!!! WAHHAHAHAHAHHAH
its yw, signing off!

stepping forward: Doom

2006-07-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

so basically another week has passed before i even have time to react about it. u can say im quite retarded and slow but i just feel that time on Earth is accelerating and yet im still moving at my constant 0m/s which is very not right. Seriously.. everyone seems to be moving along with time, only me, still stale, stunned, sleeped, frost bitten, black holed, astrally imprisoned and banished. This feeling just suck. As doom day draws nearer i just feel im completely helpless but only to succumb to the aggressor and end up butchered, mutilated and dismembered. Again i cant help but predict what is going to happen. i dont want it to happen but i am absolutely clueless and lost my bearing. Who can be my compass?

and i just find that there are so many distractions coming in my direction. After having put one away, another one strikes? As much as its not as deadly as the 7deadly sins, but i still feel that it is enough to obliterate me into a million atoms. (the enthalphy change of atomisation of yong wen = 4mths of o2jam+dotA+TV shows+going out)

and life sucks seriously. not especially you're living on a tiny island on earth named Singapore. As much as we are ranked so high up in terms of our progress in globalisation, but sadly our people are also one of the most unhappy earthlings living on this planet. Why not? It's just so much stress that i think its more than what a human being can tolerate before it reaches his or hers breaking point.
again, Life sucks

oh well its a sad entry but i just feel that im really near my breaking point. Its like i feel im in this room shrinking at an exponential rate. before you know it im squashed. Really.

Dont stop laughing guys!

2006-07-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76AkF8z_064

Soccer Fever

2006-07-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

hey fans!! great writer yw is back and yw decides to do some writings before going to sleep!! haha

oh a big thank you! for everyone who compliments my blog skin and thnks to the original owner for it too!! haha

alright so its the Finals of the world cup 2006 that is happening in 3.5hrs time!!! i bet everyone's ready for it! haha. So today is yet another ordinary sunday. I did my homework (im so guai la!) and watched Jie Da huan Xi damn silly but hilarious show!! and i went to my sister's new house!! so gutesna. the environment is just so condusive and perfect! im soooo jealous!!!! grr =X

oh alright i should end here and play o2jam !! ^^ haha alright may the best team wins the world cup so that they can fill the cup with water and hydrate their players after playing...... *(eh kk not funnie)
haha

alright lame joke of the day:
Fat fugly biatch: (walking in an antique store, she saw something amazing and intriguing) Hey salespersonnel, which part of the body does this instrument massages?

sales personnel: (she stared @ the fat fugly biatch sheepishly ) " It's an abacus "
laugh after me!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHAHAHAHAHAH
Repeat after me! DUMB BlONDE!!!

lol, its yw, signing off!! (p.s. have a nice soccer match!)

rollor coaster nightmare

2006-07-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

hello fans!!!

omg term 3 week 2 is just so bitchy. cant stand it.

The Mid Years has just pawned Yong Wen's head for an extra 100kg worth of more tutorials [ -_-" NOT funny - especially when the PTM comes again ]

this is like totally not right. AND im still not quite done getting over with my dad's workers having a strike on my 1st PTM like wth. It better DUN happen again damn it ZZzz...

oh so that blonded bernard and kelvin actually when to uninstall the Warcraft from their computers. Like WTH la. i bet kelvin instigated him to do it. and now? oh perfect! kelvin actually installed warcraft back after not 1 mth, not 1 fornight, definitely not a week but ONLY T-H-R-E-E DAYS like WOW. how perfect !!! -_-""" (kel when u read this, please go and SMACK ur head against the nearest piece of solid brick wall). This is so dots la. now i got no one to play dota with me. But its okay all thks to yet another blonde simone has intro me O2jam which im currently hooked on haha. i'll publish the photo of my lovely character another day. ^_^.

so the week ended with friday (like duh). And oh yes!!! guess what? im starting school on Monday @ 9am haha ^_^ shiok. Im quite surprised actually and i think this can be a rare event that has happened in my school which follows a Poission Distribution of mean (1/365) Lol. but at least its something gutesna. ^^-thnks ah world cup

oh so yesterday we teased simone like mad lolx. and we even linked her to simone-kio. which is like dots? simone is related to pinocchio living in ang mo kio. How apt!!!! ^^.

Hah so its weekend again!! bet you all enjoying le!! alright so see ya!!!
its yw, signing out!

oh last thing... doesn't this looks utterly familiar??? lol.. :) [someone is brewing..]
-eh, not medicine la! :P

omg!! dumb blonde!

2006-07-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

hah so today is week 2 of term 3, wednesday and it seems that many pple have gone home early dunno why ? :(

omg i went to jinyan's blog and found this AMAZING video. totally SIMONE-type!!! wahahah!!! i couldnt stop laughing!!

with courtesy of jinyan!! thnks

alright, enjoy this video then.. sigh i cant believe my mum railed @ me this afternoon for playing o2jam. and o2jam, ROCKS! im lvl 4!!!! kudos!!!

cool right? haha griffinkid just rocks in any gameS!! mwahhaha
alright, its yw, signing out!

a magical weekend.

2006-07-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

so basically the mid years ended and it seemed to have taken a toll on my mental health. - totally demoralising. (huge sigh)

But! im glad that Charmed Season 8 is back!!!! kudos!!! nothing beats seeing my fave stars acting and vanquishing demons again haha. Like totally! esp the part when piper start to blast demons and freezing time!!! just whole lot of fun!!!

And omgz! yesterday i just play the bitchest queen of pain ever man! check this out:

like totally!!! in the end i slap down the frozen throne myself. like totally ROCKS!!!! whoooooo haha. yes yes perfect!

oh no!! its pokemon time!!! haha alright i'll blog some time soon meanwhile to all youths! happy youth day!! and enjoy the long weekend!!!

its yw signing out!

oh no.. hols ending..

2006-06-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

omgz omgz omgz.. its only 2 more days to sch reopen.. gosh time really flies during the holidays.. so what have i done? nothing substantial really... i think im dead for mid years AGAIn. sigh..

oh i thought of something funny, haha quite dumb though

but..

8 tips to when should you start fearing the doctor ure consulting

1. When your doctor sees you he/she grins with an evilsih smile :)

2. When taking your body temperature, he measures you against the mercury-in-glass thermometer on the wall. despite the fever you're suffering from, he/she insist you're having a cold. (tempt reads 21 degcentigrade)

3. When prescribing you with medicine, he flips his old and dusty
" The Book Of Unrealistic Healing Methods"

4. he uses a telescope instead of a stethoscope to listen to your heartbeat. he claims that your heart is weak because he cannot hear any sound.. and your lungs are not working because no breathing is detected AND he suggest an operation to replace your lungs with his "highly elastic organic balloons" that u can buy in packs of 10 for $2 in any regular pasar malam..

5. Instead of prescribing paracetamol for your fever, he writes " 10g toadskin, 2 fish eyeballs, 2X10cm long seaweed, 3X20cm long earthworms, 10X10cm python skin and 2 huge ants" Boiled with chicken blood for 50 mins before drinking.
5 times everyday.

6. Whenever you ask him are you positive? He reassures you everytime, except that his nose is lengthening each time he answers you..

7. When you receive the medical cert, its in parchment and ink. All smurged..

8. When you reach home, all the ingredients prescribed crumbled into dust..

haha hope that entertained you for 5 mins of your life!!! sigh back to more mugging!!!..
its yw, signing out!

my random rants

2006-06-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

so life has been as miserable as it has always been. With the exams around the corner, its not helping either... My stress level is back to its pinnacle again. (huge sigh) i nid a stress buster!!!! oh today my blog entry has NO main topic to discuss so i shall just rant anything out random...

interest..
so while leaving the restroom from ang mo kio lib last week, a book caught my attention. Its a chemistry book that was chucked in between indian books -_- like totally dots. so i pluck it out and thought it was quite interesting and started glancing thru. haha within i found one chemical process called the sulphonication if memory serves.. haha smth new eh!! and this is a very interesting question:

which of the following objects are chiral?
1) a glove
2) a baseball
3) a screw
4) a nail

haha get ya thinking about that!!!

blonde n blonder
i cant believe i was that dumb last friday la. You see i went to McCafe for a coffee with glenn and thinking i could do math and in the end? we ended up talking. So i did not one, not two but T-H-R-E-E totally dumb blonde act.

Act1: I took like 45 mins just to choose ONE pen and in the end guess what? i took the one i first tried. Like wth? and i just realised i wasted time for lan T_T. dots

Act2: We wanted to go and play lan, but we figure out that the lanshop located in Great World City is charging an exorbitant price: $4bucks/hr. Like wth? so we realise its the monopoly in that region and decided we shan let him earn. so we took a train to get to paradiz. hehe AND we were late and realise the train we are suppose to take @ tiong bahru has arrived. the problem is, the lights were blinking and i shouted bitchily " oh!! stop dun chase" and guess what? that blinking lights blinked for at least 12 blinking seconds before the door closes. And me and glenn were like standing there stoning ; stoner than some rocks. -_-"" then he gave me that diao look.. Opps... (damn i hate making decision)

Act3: on the way back to the train station at doby ghaut station... we went thru the gantry then i realise oh! we are heading a wrong direction cos that stupid sign wrote Noth East Line (arrow down) then i was like lets exit and find the correct exit.. After we went out of the gantry and lost 40 cents from our EZ link. quite easy isnt it, we realise there isnt another gantry to go into North South Line.. after scrutinising all the sign boards around us... guess what..

glenn: " isnt that North South line (arrow down) just beside the North East Line the sign board wrote it!! "
yw: '' OMGZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " ( if im on msn i swear im just looking like the panda that retreated to the background and giving this -_-""

sigh i dunno wads wrong with me that day though... oh no.. this is so dots

alright its getting late, i still got lots more chapters to cover tomorrow..
its yw signing out!!

an unglamourous yesterday

2006-06-14T13:42:00.000+08:00

oh so my browser just refuses to open blogger leaving me no choice but to play dotA with bernard yesterday night hah!

Well after reading bernard's unglam incident @ the ang mo kio lib i cant help but laughing. lol hmm let me try to give MY side of the story

so yes i woke up at like 826 am and my jaws almost dropped seeing the DIGITAL numbers reflecting 0 8 2 6 HRS - OMG!!! im LATE for the Daily Event of "who can be more kiasu" @ ang mo kio lib. As much as many may agree that its a very uncivilised time to wake up during hols but im left with no choice. Piles of homework and tutorials piling up for me to revise and do. oh no. dots.

so i rushed through everything and dash at top speed to the bus stop. waited so long for the bus and i was like damn it 9.10 and im only at the bus stop.. The transition of the train from SW to NS was gutesnaly smooth. Zero mins of waiting time seriously aided to my partial victory. And we have a Singapore Conversation of the Amazing Kiasu Race:
bernard: where are you now?
me: oh 3 more stops and a 5 min run
bernard: Eek, this sound so amazing race

like totally LOL. So after alighting at Ang Mo Kio Station i dashed down the escalator, furiously smacking "aid pesdestrain walking" button to make sure the cars will sTOP. dots. and DAShing thru. and oh no there is this group of students walking towards the lib like totally dots. i saw them and thought "these ignorant kids have no idea of the impending doom that will befall upon them mwahaha.. after which is continued at my constant velocity of 10m/s slowly overtaking them and just like what bernard mention of the slowly eating people during long distant runs i feel that their souls have reduced to more ATP (adenosine triphosphates molecules) and i feel that my aerobic respiration is being enhanced with the oxidation of more ATPs. gutesna. just like a living death prophet gliding through the cities with weird stares occassionally. oh yes im storing souls. LOL

and when i reached the soul garden. i took the hypothenus and home straight for the building. YES my destination- the Ang Mo Kio Library. and oh no! bernard arrived before me! And there are like so many bitches plastering themselves at the glass door. Its 9.55am and the seconds are ticking away. And i see bernard was well prepared with a sling bag and a file on his right hand. And yes we are preparing ourselves for. NOT flight or Fight BUT a stampede as described by bernard lol. And yes i can feel a sudden adrenaline rush pulsating through my body and my control centre(brain) tells my limbs to " MUST get the SEATS" yes we are that desperate! So as the librarains stroll towards to open the doors, we took a On ur mark, READY? And once the door slided open, CHARGE!!!!!
i instantly casted Exorcism and relased all my invisible souls that i have caught earlier in aid of my victory, stealing any remmants of energies to convert to more ATPs gutesna. And those dots librians were like greeting us "good morning" but i took a glance and rolled my eyes 360deg. and carried on the "rush for seat" competition.

using an analogy of being a morphling i immediately converted all my energies into agility points and morphling into the most agile me and dodging dark daggers and backstabs i reached the staircase with relative ease until this fat bitch tried to overtake me and for underestimating my size i hit my hand onto the railing and caused my speed to be greatly reduced. oh no! i thought to myself so unglam! too late once we reach the top of the staircase we took a sharp right turns and oh those dumb blondes behind us took a left turn cos there are more seats there. totally dots. And when i reach bernard release his sling bag and landed onto the table and his file instantly flew onto the next table
and PA PA! oh no he booked 2 tables and his butt was already on one chair. GUTESNA We gigggled and celebrated for our success yeah!

haha quite unbelivable eh. and within 30 secs all the premium tables on the second floors are occupied. haha like totally dots. yeah typical singaporeans.!

hah and we studied with benyap and waiyip and jinyan until like 7+ then we go for dinner. i still think i have yet to do substantial amt of work. like totally sigh.
right so ABCDj was funny and the night ends with a dotA match ^_^

hehe aright i shld end here and go for mi luncheon.
yw signing off!

its a long break..

2006-06-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey fans! im back!!! haha
wow i didn't even notice that i have yet to blog for nearly a fortnight. Miss my blog entries?? well dun fret coz great write YW is back with a blast!!! (lol what a cranky intro)

oh life huh? life is good life is gutesna life is perfect. (my bs skill sucks) my foot ah! stupid mid years like totally ruined my june holidays!! sobz

so X Men 3: the last stand was quite a disappointment. and jean grey kinda look weird in the show.. :( de-kudos

oh so bernard apparently caused me to be hooked [ (eh not as in my t-shirts got hooked by an S-hook) and its S hook not Ass hook -dun think sick ] onto Da Chang Jin. yeah i guess u all would know its a korean show about the imperial kitchens and how some good souls Ladies got butchered by this muderous and cold blooded Lady Cui whom in the end died by slipping off a cliff. how dramatic and dumb :O haha. so as i was watching da chang jin i realise the koreans have a very strange lifestyle. So the main topic of today's blog: How and why we should never adapt korean's lifestyle to Singaporeans' even if we are die hard korean fans!

Number 1: Imagine wearing those bulky and balloon-like dressess that the Ladies wear in Da Chang Jin. 1) u gonna get heatstroke 2) Stranger: "eh, ah mei ah ni ki siao ah " Ah mei "diao" and though it looks absolutely appealing to pregnant ladies but i think the foetus will go " oh no im surrounded by my mama's womb and my mama's womb surrounded by a layer of still air!!!! " Like totally dots

haha actually i can onli think of one. hehe

oh yeah so today is the opening of the

haha enuff of lameness.. should be

yeah so soccer fans!!!! enjoy ur soccer matches and yawn im tired tml will yet be another day of mugging!!! hehe its yw signing off!!!!!

GP __

2006-05-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

alright GP was a real screw up ahh heck it.. its over
gonna spend my first day in the hols well by.. ahem sleeping!!! ^_^

oh yeah

Happy Birthday Benji !!

__ GP

2006-05-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

oh sigh term 2 has ended with the 10th week came to an end. and guess what tml is my GP mid year exam.

I didnt really read much of GP materials today; just couldnt get them into my thick skull and tiny brain. ZZzzz...

Oh well just get over with it tml and it will be a long holiday (maybe not so long) and im very bored. i'll definitely miss the bridge, Dai Di, Hearts , snap, goldfish games that i used to play !!!!! awww...

on a lighter note: happy birthday simone !! [ [ -_-"" ] ]
(eh is the note really light?- opps)

a long continuation

2006-05-21T08:32:00.000+08:00

first of all my deep apologies for making nonsensical statements for the previous blog entry... My emotions took better control of my hands. Oh well. heck it.

so how is life eh? i can tell you its bad bad and BAD. I just feel so sick to study. It is seriously not that i do not want to, but i just cant help but to feel slack. Just take a look at my disgusting time table. My gosh im ending practically at 5 EVERYDAY. This is absolutely ridiculous. If the school wants the student to do their own studies, where can they find the time to do so? By the time we all reach home at like 6 or 7pm, we are already near brain dead. Finishing our tutorials can already seem to be quite impossible much less to REVISE for earlier subjects. Zzzz

Oh well, unhappiness aside. Guess what? ive watched my first NC-16 movie!!!!! kudos and bravo!!!! haha dun laugh la im such a decent and innocent boi. hehe so guess which movie it was?? Yup its the Da Vinci Code. hehe ive never read the book before so i think the movie was fantastic. definitely 4 ticks out of 5. Opps, i become a movie critic?? hehe but it was good. The plot was excellent and the twist was just unexpecting. I wanted to scan in the movie ticket as a "prove of hero" but my stupid scanner is just not working. So, i used Microsoft Paint, yes, just Microsoft Paint to create a near perfect duplicate of the movie ticket!

Hehe nicely done eh? i was quite proud of myself too haha. but yup that the movie that i watched on Friday. haha

So what's next? yup it was bernard, hao siang and tingzhangs' tjc band concert on sat. Er their entry tik is too complicated to be replicated so i guess i'll give it a miss haha O.o But the concert was gutesna. i think the stage play, tong hua and cannon d was pretty good. ^^ n they actually encore 2 pieces. it was really 10 dollars worth i guess (oh well typical singaporeans! ) lol.

So its school again tml eh. Sian GP exam... its just painful to do, to see to look and to comprehend. -_- Sigh.. alright, time is essence, lets not waste time and play some dotA !! haha See ya!!!!!!!

~

2006-05-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

sigh i have yet to blog for quite a while i guess

so many things happened, im @ a lost myself too

i shant blog abt my malacca trip its too long

so many hw to do.

sigh

maundy thursday

2006-04-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

indeed, another week just flashed by.. the date to my first A level paper is nearer... sigh

so it is an hectic week- oh well, like when has it never been one?
so next week im officially ROD for mornin duties. kudos to the j1s. haha
so i had my chemistry SPA today...

Today i had a chat with my dad in the bank while waiting.. and i guess it brought back many memories for my dad. Seriously i really should 'revise' the way i think. I mean, i think that life would be so much worse off if i had born in the 1950s. And i seriously think that im in a very very fortunate family. When i reach home, my mum will prepare the food, and i dun have to worry about financial expenses at all.

i often feel like slapping myself real hard on my cheeks for being such a inconsiderate and spoilt brat. I dont know why im acting like that, but i think it could be raging hormones. yet on the other hand, i think its the values that i carry. i whine too much, -gosh way too much. I dont do housework chores, i do not do my laundary myself, i dont even wash any single utencil. Like gosh i wonder wad will happen if i go into army. that would be my biggest obstacle?
i dont know why im so spoilt. maybe its genetics? or is it by pure fact that im the youngest and my demands are always met at my slightest displeasure?

oh well, i guess i will just have to figure these out myself. Part and parcel of life?
anw, tml is good friday and im all set and ready for a game(s) of LAN. woohoo!!! haha kudos!!
alrightz, im signing off to eat my personal hawaiian pizza. (btw 2 stickers from any large bags of lays, ruffles, ..) will earn u 1 hawaiian personal pan pizza.. haha promos end this friday 14/4 ^^ arightz, see ya!

facelift O.o

2006-04-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

hey!! to my loyal blog readers

like wOw! ive changed my blogskin finally eh.. haha
That's the picture that i took on the last day of my holiday in Genting Highland Malaysia.. its the skyline that u can take from awana to genting highland. ^^ yupz. I designed the template and glenn did the coding for mi. Thnks la. (he always claim credits de, see, he imprinted his name onto my blog which is like wth lol. anw, this is still beta testing- shld be finalised by next week once the remaining links are connected.

Actually it has really been a bad week for mi. and i seriously think that i nid a tuition teacher to help me with my work. my subjects are juz plain atrocious. my gosh, i think im in deep shyt la.

The best part? i just have no mood to study. I think the worst place one can ever study is @ home. SO MANY DISTRACTIONS MY GOSH.- my bed , my computer, my tv, gosh!!!!!!!
(and shyt im startin to talk like simone- my gosh!)-bad sign!!!!!! my gosh!!! (alright stop it)

yupz so tml is like napha test. my gosh! im so gonna fail it la. damnn it. more mass PE for mi i suppose. - this is prolly H E double L to mi sia. yeah reminds mi of clarence's loser with a double L O.o

alrightz i better chau and do some work.. i shall wait till my mum go out then i can sneak back here and DOtA with bernard and gang!!!! mwahahahhaha .. (opps.. )
till then, press on guys!! n hav a great week 4 of term 2 O.o

mum went dancing-sneak entry

2006-04-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

omg! its two days without computer!!!!!
haha i finally have my guts to sneak in here since my mum is happily exercising her legs and brains (dancing) kudos!!

so the first thing i sign in i saw bernard and he said he updated his blog
so i decided to pay a visit and wow he rated his LIFE!

so i thought since i only have so little time left (damn, chemi test tml like totally wth) so let mi juz rate my life

This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 4.8
Mind: 4.8
Body: 6.5
Spirit: 6.4
Friends/Family: 3
Love: 1.5
Finance: 4.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

and seriously i think my life sucks. gosh!! but the good thing is my body and soul is pretty balance. that means im pretty much balanced!!

haha but my love life is so low 1.5.. -_-"' haha geesh but i guess this is what i am! i hate commitments!!!! haha and family n frenz are the next highest!!! hehe
so. my life onli worth 4.8. Whats yours? do check it out man! haha

alright life goes on.. gtg and start mugging chemi.

screwed by ptm

2006-04-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

this is (by far) the worst weekend i ever had
i was totally screwed by PTM. as in Really SCREWED this time

when the PTM form came i was already trembling in paralyzing fear
though i was absolutely amazed that i can even pass most of my subj(for not studying for CT1)
but apparently it wasnt good enough to escape this castastropic disaster.

well, everything was under my control. Let mi stress it again. WAS. But i cant believe that im so suay until... MY DAD's company had workers on STRIKE. Like totally WTH Can u believe how suay i was?! even in this eRA workers are still on strike? Damn. i cursed and swear within my heart when i heard this news. the feeling was terrible. If i am the management i'll probably just sack all of them. anyway these labour are largely highly substitutable. Highly price elastic i dun see why my dad is soooooo worried about it Zzzz.

and just as i speculated, my mum is going to take over my father's chore- the PTM meeting... So, apparently like what i had foresee, it was a total rapage let mi stress it again RAPAGE for mi. Totally OWNED badly by miss lim and my mum..

Its like

Frags: Miss Lim+My mum positive infinity
Mi 0

Like OMGZ!!! totally ownage la. Well, when 2 women talks, nothing usually good can get out of it anyway... So, im now barred from using the com. (i manage to even blog now coz of NS documentation-which i had completed ^^grins)

But still i can see how miserable my life is going to get as the year proceeds.
i cant believe im completely denied to use the com during weekdays. thats like WTH. shyt im addicted.. as depicted..

so u must be wondering how am i going to get on with life.. dun ask if u want to coz i dun even know the answer myself. (big sighhhh)

And the next biggest issue is that im dropping econs. like what bernard says im taking the easy way out.. but i think i have no choice. Coz my econs is really c.m.i maybe when im older i will start to appreciate the subject. alrightz, geesh, its sch tml again i better run before i find my computer having missing parts .. sigh...

life sucks!

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.8
Mind:	4.8
Body:	6.5
Spirit:	6.4
Friends/Family:	3
Love:	1.5
Finance:	4.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz